I am a 16 years old Indian student. I started fapping when I was 12. Now in this ever extending lockdown situation has become worse. Although I don't watch porn all the time but still can't concentrate on my studies. I am filled with guilt, sometimes I feel I don't deserve to live, I feel anxious and sometimes depressed. So should I seek help from my mom? should I tell her everything? what should be my approach? [once she said to me, "even if you do something wrong you should tell us (parents), only your parents can help you without being mean"] although she said this but i don't know how will she react Please help