Sissy addicted at early age.

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Justiceproud

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(Sorry for my very bad English)Hello guys, im 17 years old and im addicted to transgendered person (Sissy Porn) since im 14y old, everything began with the challenge that i will not like it...And i was wrong..in so small time i got so addicted that i started to equip panties and behave like a girl... I don't want to be like that... this is just so disgusting and i don't know what to do. When i had a girl i wasn't like this and everything was kinda ok..But now when we break up, it came again....And it is getting stronger everyday....And when im stoned even more...I think that im shit and useless..I tried to fuck my ex-girlfriend and i didnt get hard and i couldnt have fun with her...I think its from the sissy hypno shit....Guys i don't know what to do.... my life is completly mess because of sissy hypno..... bad at all things...Now im trying to rechange me with fitness...but isnt working please help me guys.I have heavly depression because of that i dont know if i will have girl....Even small kids are trying to dominate me.And this isnt even funny.Please from all my heart does somebody struggle like me?I don't know what to do... i want to be like the other teenies and be happy
 
it'll definitely mean stopping PMO and then it will take time and patience for your mind and body to redevelop more natural response to female interaction. The best thing is you are still young enough to restart and have a much better quality of life engaging in relationship(s) with a human partner rather than the unhealthy, endless loop of computers/smartphone images and the cycle of equal unhealthy fixations on less practical and an honestly unsatisfying form of sexuality. Don't expect an instant change and then give up when it takes longer than you'd prefer. We didn't develop these behaviors overnight and it be awhile before you'll experience a sexual reawakening...
The feeling of sharing your body with a human as apposed the an imaginary world developed in your/our head(s) *yes i've struggled with similar issues is* like comparing watching an car race on television verses actually driving a car.

best of luck
 
Try hard mode mate (no porn, masturbation or orgasms)

You will feel an improvement in days, a week, or maybe a few weeks. And that change will be a masculine energy which will help you get back on track to how you want to be!
 
Justiceproud said:
(Sorry for my very bad English)Hello guys, im 17 years old and im addicted to transgendered person (Sissy Porn) since im 14y old, everything began with the challenge that i will not like it...And i was wrong..in so small time i got so addicted that i started to equip panties and behave like a girl... I don't want to be like that... this is just so disgusting and i don't know what to do. When i had a girl i wasn't like this and everything was kinda ok..But now when we break up, it came again....And it is getting stronger everyday....And when im stoned even more...I think that im shit and useless..I tried to fuck my ex-girlfriend and i didnt get hard and i couldnt have fun with her...I think its from the sissy hypno shit....Guys i don't know what to do.... my life is completly mess because of sissy hypno..... bad at all things...Now im trying to rechange me with fitness...but isnt working please help me guys.I have heavly depression because of that i dont know if i will have girl....Even small kids are trying to dominate me.And this isnt even funny.Please from all my heart does somebody struggle like me?I don't know what to do... i want to be like the other teenies and be happy
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pray.
 
Justiceproud said:
(Sorry for my very bad English)Hello guys, im 17 years old and im addicted to transgendered person (Sissy Porn) since im 14y old, everything began with the challenge that i will not like it...And i was wrong..in so small time i got so addicted that i started to equip panties and behave like a girl... I don't want to be like that... this is just so disgusting and i don't know what to do. When i had a girl i wasn't like this and everything was kinda ok..But now when we break up, it came again....And it is getting stronger everyday....And when im stoned even more...I think that im shit and useless..I tried to fuck my ex-girlfriend and i didnt get hard and i couldnt have fun with her...I think its from the sissy hypno shit....Guys i don't know what to do.... my life is completly mess because of sissy hypno..... bad at all things...Now im trying to rechange me with fitness...but isnt working please help me guys.I have heavly depression because of that i dont know if i will have girl....Even small kids are trying to dominate me.And this isnt even funny.Please from all my heart does somebody struggle like me?I don't know what to do... i want to be like the other teenies and be happy
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Don't worry too much. I'm a 18 year old straight girl that has been PMO since age 7 (messed up childhood). I also went through the sissy pornography stage. Yes. You heard that right. Girls addicted to porn also go through weird fetish phrases that evolve into even worse fetish phases. Don't let the guilt and shame distract you from your goal. Abstain from PMO and slowly you will heal.
 
That's more likely the addiction trying to 'trick you' into relapse, realistically given proper time, patience and continued discipline a normal relationship with a woman is entirely possible, heck probable...
the point remains these behaviors developed over a fairly long period of time and will take a proportional amount of time to redirect our thought patterns. Don't give up, normalcy does happen, do not let P cheat you out of a better existence

Peace...
 
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