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Sissy/cd kicking motivation

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by MFCSteele, Mar 2, 2021.

  1. MFCSteele

    MFCSteele Fapstronaut

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    Didnt think my porn habbit was bad until I took a step back, too little too late, and releazied how messed up the sissy thing is. I have been trying to kick the habbit amd was doing really well for 6 months and fell off the wagon always telling myself that Ill get back up. That was almost 5 years ago. I just do everything in secret amd try not to get caught. My wife and I agreed that it woukd be best to kick porn forever but it's hard.
    My wife is "understanding" and says shes ok with exploring this fantasy so Im thinking that this is ok but I watched a youtube video about this ladys interview about her husband. She caught him with the sissy porn and explained how the downward spiral continued until he decided ti transition i to becoming a woman which led to their divorce. Heari g this from her point of veiw put things in perspective. There were 2 main themes i gathered from her, respect and love.
    Can you really say you respect your SO if you're watching porn in secret? Ask them to do things that you know theyre not comfortable with? Can you really say you love them if you dont respect them and turn bitter if they dont apease you?
    Here's the video.


    If youre argument is about transgenderism, mine isnt, i will say she talks about how, despite her pain and suffering, that people were telling her that she needs to, essentially, suffer in silence becuase the trans person was more important. How is that a relationship? Your SO is considered literally more important than you, regardless of what theyve done to you, and your pain is irrelevant.
     
  2. Damn i never seen that video but she hit the nail on the head on a lotta things there. Thanks for sharing this information needs to get out there.
     
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  3. The part where she mentioned the cia and operation clockwork orange and the correlation between those brainwashing techniques to the hypno porn now is very true and a connection myself and many people are realizing and seeing. The “its just porn” argument no longer holds any weight, this shit has gotten way outta hand and its no doubt being weaponized and preying on the natural instincts of sexual desires in young people especially young men and being manipulated in a way that blurs the lines between what they really are naturally inclined to sexually and whats been artificially influenced to arouse them and mess with their minds. We have a whole generation imo, that is vastly under the spell of porn addiction and is without a doubt disrupting many young peoples emotional states and behaviors. I felt the effects of pmo just as much as the next guy on nofap has. Im 20 years old now and the last 5 years of my teenage life has just been a really straining time dealing with this addiction ive been trying to stop. Now I feel like i have control again but the damage has been done and i have to go through constant repair now each day to fix or regain what i lost since i went down this dark road. The paths porn lead me down i feel i can never get over from because i truly regret and am ashamed at some of the decisions I’ve made while under that spell. It got progressively worse as is the usual story on this subject. But what can you do besides move on once you wake up again. This is the era i was born into where internet porn is accessible to anyone under the sun. And when your a young kid growing up and you latch onto the excitement and the novel pleasure in the beginning when you first start innocently, sooner or later the trap will close on you and keep you in its grasps until you decide through sheer will only to break free again. And after then we only hope the scars will heal.
     
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