Sissy, Gay, Humilation, Raceplay [I am rebooting from these.]

Discussion in 'New to NoFap' started by thelitfit1, Sep 28, 2019.

  1. thelitfit1

    thelitfit1 Fapstronaut

    Hello fellow NoFappers. I was raised in a great household with a loving family. However, not everything was perfect. For example, I did not receive a lot of emotional attention and validation from my father, which I so desperately sought. Also, he was very emotionally authoritarian so my voice was rarely heard. This is just a simple little explanation. It's much more complicated and would take a long time to explain.

    Anyways, I was exposed to internet porn at a very young age and I found my drug. As you can see from the title of this thread, regular porn was just the beginning. I found my tastes escalating into sissy hypno, gay, humilation, and raceplay porn. I've even gone as far as acting these out in real life. Each time, ending with that feeling of shame and regret. I've done all this as a way to medicate myself and to receive the love I had sought out and didn't receive as a kid.

    I've struggled on and off with NoFap. My biggest streak was 4 months or so. But that was awhile go. I realized I really need to buy in. So I will begin posting on these forums, taking notes on posts and books relating to NoFap, and truly make this a lifestyle. I have also began reading "Letting Go" and am simultaneously doing the "Transformation Mastery" program to help.

    If you resonate with any of my post, please feel free to contact me and let's get it going. We are not alone. I am done with my addiction, and here is my introduction.
     
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  2. rafael33

    rafael33 Fapstronaut

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    Welcome to the Nofap community.
    The NO PMO journey is not easy but worth the effort.
    The community will support you.

    That is what most of us are longing for. Don’t look in the past - the only reality is HERE and NOW. You want to get rid of addiction and that’s well possible.

    I recommend to install a counter and a personal journal.
    Maybe you want to make some commitment (like a 30-days or 90-days NO PMO streak) - not to the community but to yourself.
     
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  3. Hello and welcome! :)

    We are glad to have you as a part of our community. Here are some quick links to get you started.

    Getting Started Guide | How to Use the NoFap Forums | Panic Button | Day Counter | Rebooting Resources | Forum Rules | Glossary

    If you wish to keep a journal of your progress you can do so in the appropriate section found here

    You can also take part in one of the many challenges available. It can be a tremendous help. Challenges

    Also, there are groups you can also join if you wish to do so. You can browse through them here. Groups

    There are plenty of wonderful, friendly and knowledgeable people here to help you along on your journey to a life free of PMO. I wish you nothing but the best!
     
  4. thelitfit1

    thelitfit1 Fapstronaut

  5. fedmom

    fedmom Fapstronaut

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    I can't post a link but I have a thread on this in my profile which might help you.
     
  6. Coffee Candy

    Coffee Candy Moderator Assistant Staff Member Moderator Assistant

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    Heyyy welcome to the NoFap forum : ) It's nice to see you here fighting the good fight alongside us!

    Here is just some advice:

    First and foremost please take a look at each section in the forum, there might be something(s) you may find of big help to you. Feel free to post there :+)

    Then secondly I just strongly advise you to be active on your profile(as there quite a few active people in the profile section). Please start by choosing an avatar and then make daily status posts to show you're active and needing support/encouragement. They've also got a neat little feature that shows freshly posted statuses for all users to see. People will find your profile and give you encouragement/support.

    People (are beginning to) love communicating in the profilesection..(it should be and is )mostly spportive talk but it doesn't hurt to deviate from supportive talk. It would be great to have you join in and support others in the threads, profiles, and journal. Make sure and be grateful for the help you received and help after receiving some. Invest in some people's journeys. We could always use your help and in return you shall receive some as well!

    Thirdly, You should also highly consider creating a public journal and write about your days in more depth for us members to follow along your journey and offer support to you by way of posting in your journal.

    Last but not least: Good luck on your journey here, make sure to really give it a try with all your heart!
     

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