(Possible trigger warning) First off, I’m not gay, but through porn escalation I had gotten hook on sissy porn (not being a sissy, being with one). Secondly, SCREW MY SUBCONSCIOUS BRAIN. While awake I can keep my mind occupied. But while I sleep it runs loose. The past few nights I’ve been having dreams that I was with a harem of sissies. A freak harem. Like,what the heck brain?!? Then when I wake up it’s constantly on my mind and my nether regions become constantly hungry. I know if I can resist it will go away, but crap it’s hard. Anyone else struggling from your stupid subconscious?