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Sissy hypnosis and defeat (triggers)

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by lduodbecj, Dec 19, 2017.

  1. I've heard it said that there are files that will undo the sissy hypno stuff. Searching in duckduckgo for

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    sissy hypno antidote files
    comes up with a couple of links that claim to be antidotes for this stuff (among a lot of links for just sissy hypno). But they're on pornhub.
     
  2. Optimist85

    Optimist85 Fapstronaut

    Please stay away from files on Xtubes. Or try some other source. Also stay away from deprogram files from hypnodommes or similar. You don't know if they are manipulating you into something else.

    I find Nimjas reset files very helpful, or you can find any other reliable source. Do some research before listening to something. Blind trust and naivety only leads to deeper holes where it's more difficult to get out.
     
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  3. If this was meant for me, I'm not going anywhere near that stuff. If not, nevermind. ;)
    Sounds like you know what you're talking about - which I don't, so I'll stop.
     
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  4. lduodbecj

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    For those still curious about what's happened in my life here goes. After my last post I pretty much stopped watching porn and any kind of hypnosis files. I stopped masturbating, fantasizing, everything. I've been busy with things on real life to get my mind away from it all and for awhile I thought maybe some of you were right, I wasn't trans it was just porn. A few months passed and I started feeling depressed about my body again, I didn't relapse into porn and I didn't masturbate. I just felt bad with what I am, I shouldn't but I do. There didn't seem to be a reason for it as I had put me being transgendered off the table for awhile. I thought maybe it was just a confidence thing and normal random depression. Over time though it's gotten worse with seeing my body go further in it's development. I'm not under the influence of pornography or hypnosis currently and I still feel that way. I just am not comfortable with my own skin. Some of you think pornography caused my feelings but I do not. I think I used pornography as a way to escape reality and comfort myself in what I could not be but felt I should have been. It's a terrible thing to do, but I did it and I can't change that. Anyway having had time to collect my thoughts over these past months and think about how I feel and have felt even when/before pornography wasn't involved, I believe I am in fact transgendered. I'm sure some of you may disagree with this, but it's a solid conclusion given the evidence and experiences I've weighed.
     
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  5. rebootpl0x

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    It seems you've made up your mind about this, but what if you were born 100 years ago. Then what? Transgenderism wasn't even a thing. So for you to say you are innately "transgender", doesn't even make sense really - it's just a man made term in the past 50 years. Think about that - the first transgender surgery wasn't until the 1960's.

    IMO, it seems you are a homosexual/bisexual with mainly feminine attributes, who feels this isn't "right" unless you turn into a "girl" (most likely because female with male is the only combo that is accepted biblically, and your mind wants to fit into this quota). Homosexuality has been a thing for thousands of years, unlike transgenderism. You can even see male dogs humping other male dogs in everyday life... Of course people tell the dogs not to, but it's nature... Not saying everyone or every being is homosexual, but I believe the majority of people are bisexual, whether consciously or not, and the minority being heterosexuals and homosexuals.
     
  6. lduodbecj

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    Simply because something is natural does not mean it is moral and just because something is new does not mean it is incorrect. A hundred years ago I likely would have ended my life knowing there was no way out like I had wanted to earlier in my life before I discovered transgenderism. Biblically speaking transgenderism is not supported so I'm breaking rules there as well. I'm not proud of it but I also do not want to live with a body that constantly causes depression. Hopefully that clarifies things for you on what I believe.
     
  7. Optimist85

    Optimist85 Fapstronaut

    No big deal. Still, stay away from porn and do what's right for you. There are support groups, probably in your area.
     
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  8. rebootpl0x

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    Ok so puppies are sinners apparently. Lol. Just because some book written a couple thousand years ago says its immoral, doesn't mean it's true. This has happened thousands and thousands of years before it was written. Anyways, enjoy your day.
     
  9. lduodbecj

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    No idea what this line is supposed to mean.

    You're right it doesn't. Similarly it being old doesn't mean it's false, learn that. There are a plethora of reasons and arguments for the Bibles validity that you can find with a simple Google search. You can choose to believe it is true or not, it doesn't change the fact that it is either one.

    So now transgenderism is an old concept? Funny how previously you spoke of it as if it were new and impossible to have occurred around something as recent as the 1800s. Be consistent.
    Also considering this is nofap and not a debate forum, I'd kindly ask that you leave this where it belongs. Especially so as I was seeking help here and not a confrontation by an edgy atheist.

    I intend to.
     
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  10. Do you really think that transgenderism wasn't even a thing? I bet there were plenty of men tat desired to be a woman before 1900. Maybe before the caveman time it was not a thing, but since women and men started to be different (roles, clothes, beauty, etc.) I bet that such desire was common as it is today. The difference is that today you have the chance to do the transformation and talk about it. Crossdressering is a old thing. Travestism is a old coencept.
     
  11. AK47_AkiraKagemusha

    AK47_AkiraKagemusha New Fapstronaut

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    BS, there have been trans people throughout history and animals deliberately transform gender too.
     
  12. swagzenegger

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    YOU ARE EXACTLY HOW YOU SHOULD BE
    I think all porn and the sissy hypno stuff have fked up your mind as it has for many including me (fortunately im not into sissy stuff). You dont need to do any surgery to yourself. Dont let your mind do you decisions you will regret in the long run. All the addiction, the fetishesh, Doubts, enything that confuses your or blurishes your mind to do fked up stuff like hormonal or genital surgery, is the consequence of your addiction.
    For your own good take care of yourself.
    IF depresion is your problem I encourage you to do sport activities and learn to meditate, eat healthy, live healthy, take care of your body and especially your mind and you will see your problems will vanish slowly.
     
  13. PathOfReform

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    I'd like to see an example for an animal that shouldn't be capable of that but it feels trapped in its own body so it takes fucking hormones/estrogen hormones via prescription that ends up fucking with its mind and body unnaturally. Please, show me.
    Infanticide is also common in nature, rape also occurs in nature. Stop comparing us to fucking animals.

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    OP, you do whatever feels right for you. Before you make this decision, you go and live your life, discover your true self. Have you ever been with a woman before? More than one?
    Why do you want to transition? If this idea comes from a purely sexual standpoint, then it's not really you but it's porn. If you feel like you hate your own body and it feels wrong, regardless of sex, then you might be a transgender.

    I personally think that messing with your body in an unatural way is NOT going to benefit you for the long run. Some transgenders had it come back and haunt them later in life and they regretted the transition. For some it wasn't long before the mental health issues kicked in and were amplified by the transition, rather than subside.

    It's very complicated and I honestly don't know what to tell you. Transitioning is a HUGE decision and you have to be CERTAIN that you really want it and that you really don't feel comfortable in your body. I think that at your age it's way too early to decide such a thing and that you should give it a few more years to see where things go and how they go. If the burden is so huge and you just can't help it anymore, you feel like you're about to break then go for it. I just don't think that at your age it's the right thing to do. You develop mentally until around the age of 24. You still got some time to see where things go and for them to change.
     
  14. Embrace

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    Very late reply, but, Hmm, there is IoPT, identity oriented psychotherapy, developped mainly by Franz Ruppert. please google it.

    Well, in his books he says that sometimes the mother wishes for a girl/boy and receives the other sex. Then, the child, from the womb, can hate his body and want to be the other sex to please his mother. These are the very basis of the psyche an can linger well into adulthood. I do not know if this is the case with with you, BUT, it could be. There is a movie, in Utero about the life of the baby in the womb and the psyche. You mother may have never told anything about this, just kept this desire in the subconscious.

    Anyway, what I might say not sound very PC, and I truly hope it does hurt you in a bad way, but hating your own body is many times a sign of mental ilness ( think of anoxeria, for example). Usually the body receives the trauma and then the survival mechanism are activated to detach/discard the body, where the trauma is stored, and the psyche constructs the illusion that with a new body there will be no more trauma, everything will be fresh, when actually, the surgery and modifications are just more traumas. You could be an unknown slave to defense mechanisms.

    And about biology. Well, a couple of things straight here, no pun intended. Humans have organs. Although the exact details of their function are still up for debate, still medicine, east and west, ancient and modern, and even common sense can tell you a lot about their functions. For example teeth are for chewing food. The human genitalia, likewise, have a pretty clear function - excretion and sexual functions. It is clear from biology that the human males penis and human female vagina are complementary. This is why you "could" call all sexual intercourse except normal intercourse between a man and a woman "against nature", because they use those body parts in ways they were not designed to be. I am not talking here in moral terms, by the way. In all other instances of human biology using a body part in other ways than designed - eating only grass for humans - results in damage to the system. I suspect that misuse of the sexual functions results in the same way.

    Now, for the spiritual part. In Christianity, it is claimed that there are three sources for thoughts and feelings against nature and against God actually- the fallen nature of man , which we all share and can produce any kind of thought and feeling. Until death and the final ressurection, christian theology says this issue will not be resolved although clear steps can be taken from this world. Second, other people. We are interconnected, and this is evident from Christianity, from Buddhism, Taoism, psychology, science, and just common sense. So those feelings just might not be yours and you don't even know that. Third, the wicked spirits. These are filled with all the passions. If you think Christian theology is true, then you can take your pick as what the source of your feelings can be. The well of bad things is extremely large. And again in this view this life is a constant struggle - a sometimes pleasant and happy one, sometimes not so- but a struggle nonetheless. So going with how you feel just because you think that would make you feel better is just nonsense in this view. I mean the real reward is in the eternal kingdom. How many years can you actually live here on earth anyway? Again , I have my own quarrels with this belief, but anyway, it is your life and how and why you believe.

    Now, to say my own opinion on the matter just be state my own bias. I think any misuse of sexual functions is a deviation ( oral sex, anal sex, homosexuality, etc) and this is based on biology much more than religion. This is why I am fighting and trying to end my problems as well. So I also think that you re "suffering" in the most pure sens from this affliction like one is suffering from anxiety, or psychosis, or alchoholism, or even bodily disease like pneumonia, a cold, cancer, leukemia, etc. It is a sickening of your nature not your actual nature, but it is like a tumor got so big that you cannot even know what is the tumor and what is the organ. I hope you find the light wherever that might be. But make no mistake, many of the greatest spiritual minds, from the original Buddha, to Jesus Christ have said the this life contains a lot of suffering, and succumbing to the passions just make the suffering worse, not better. Ther are now numerous things you can use to heal yourself if you find the right people ( medication, diet, exercise, for the body, psychotherapy for emotions, and spiritual practice for the deep soul. If you want a more mystically inclined version of Christianity, may I recommend Orthodox Christianity, is a very long mystical tradition of silence , detachment from the world and union with God, empirically felt in this world. Of course true teachers are scarce and fake one abound, but there a lot of good books on the matter. Fopr example there the example of Seraphim Rose, homosexual turned monk in America, a genius level student of Chinese language and taoism. ) I do not think "you" are transgender, no more that "I" am cisgender. The "I" I believe is to be much deeper that bodily expressed sexuality.

    Also, it said, in Orthodox Christianity, and this is a an idea that I agree with, with a dark mind one can only make dark choices even if he feels they are correct and good. Only the enlightened one has true freedom of choice for he sees reality as it is, and does NOT live in illlusion and is a slave to traumatic past or fallen nature.
     
  15. Futurebillionaire88

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    Absolutely mind boggling but it is your life and even tho it’s the easy way out it still takes a lot of courage
    God bless
     

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