Sissy porn addiction, I really need help

I've PMOd to this stuff before. Although not my primary fetish, there are times when I can't find anything else that does the trick and this does. I'm also heterosexual and the draw of this clip for me is the attractive women, but sometimes being used and mindwashed to be nothing or an object. The stimulation in these videos can be intense and hard to fight. In the end though, I think it's just another genre of porn addiction. You can fight this just like you can any other addiction or any other kind of addiction. Don't get caught up on it being "sissy" or having things you wouldn't normally be attracted to. In the end it was something new that you responded to- like I said, these videos "hook" viewers by also having very attractive women in them. Porn led you down the rabbit hole to this, and you can get out of it.

 

Hooboy! This porn is exponentially increasing in popularity. Most people don't realize it because it's never talked about and is very humiliating. I only learned about it in the depths of my porn addiction. But it's becoming more and more mainstream now.

 

Thanks for letting me know, now I feel really lucky to once been addicted to those kind of normal porn (that video only consisting of a man and a woman doing "that").

Keep strong for everyone with this fetish!

 

I eventually wandered into this garbage myself after many years of porn consumption and the fetishistic escalation that followed. Most porn works by allowing the viewer to fantasize about certain sexual situations. But this particularly damaging strain goes a step farther by having you temporarily experience a new sexual identity. None of it is real but it feels real inside your mind which is why it works as a kind of escape from your own life (just like drugs).

The potency of the dopamine hit this provides is boosted further by the side-channel feelings of taboo and humiliation which necessarily go along with it (this is why after a binge you feel so disgusted - it's because none of this stuff is actually your core self). The other element is the hypnotic structure which artificially creates brain-wave states that deepen the mental arousal (and of course reinforce the cycle for the next binge which is exactly what the sick creators of this content want).

To be blunt, this is some seriously fucked up stuff. It is exceedingly dangerous to the male psyche to repeatedly expose yourself to such false subliminal messages about your supposed "feminine" nature, and it can result in these temporary states spilling over into true confusion about one's orientation (look at all the HOCD posts here for example).

I suggest naming this porn as the manipulative LIE that it is, and then COMMIT to never watching it again. All porn should be avoided at least for a time since it is likely to just funnel back into this stuff (this is what kept happening to me). The good news is that this pathway will eventually fade and if you couple abstinence from porn with choosing some positive options in your life, then recovery is definitely possible in time. But don't wait any longer, start now. Good luck buddy.