Sissy Porn: Being Top

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Porn Killer

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Hey everyone. So I have seen a lot of people on here having trouble with Sissy porn or Sissification such as sissy hypnos. While i have had temptation in that aspect, my struggle, which i havent seen a lot of, is with being the dominate one with a sissy or crossdreser.
Like many others have said, i am not gay, i have no interest in guys what so ever. But like many others the escalation of porn made the normal stuff boring. After awhile the "new and exciting stuff" (sissy porn) is what i got hooked on.
It always made me sick after but the "close enough to female" and "Taboo" nature is what would get me off.
it got so bad that i would look on craigslist to hookup with a crossdresser or sissy, but luckly i never went through with it.
I am on Day 7 of no PMO, and the "Vanilla Porn" is not whats making it difficult. Its having dreams of being with a sissy is whats making it difficult.
Jeez its like a freakin drug.
 
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Hey man, Yeah I had a similar escalation with gay porn and it drove me crazy, after that, even seeing men on the street was triggering and of course very confusing for my sexuality.
I also had dreams and intense thoughts during the beginning of my reboot.

But with enough time of absolutely no PMO, and at least a month of no masturbation my thoughts about men started calming down, my interest in actual women started increasing and by day 90 I was already dating again and enjoying it very much.

I can gladly say that I have a girlfriend now. I just can't believe that the reboot changed my head so much.

In the process I did accept that I have some attraction towards men but I just left that there. maybe i'm bisexual but I don't care about that really.

Keep going man, focus on rewiring your brain with real and tangible people you like spending your time with.

I promise you'll forget about the whole Sissy porn after enough days of rewiring.

good luck!
 
thel00ker said:
Hey man, Yeah I had a similar escalation with gay porn and it drove me crazy, after that, even seeing men on the street was triggering and of course very confusing for my sexuality.
I also had dreams and intense thoughts during the beginning of my reboot.

But with enough time of absolutely no PMO, and at least a month of no masturbation my thoughts about men started calming down, my interest in actual women started increasing and by day 90 I was already dating again and enjoying it very much.

I can gladly say that I have a girlfriend now. I just can't believe that the reboot changed my head so much.

In the process I did accept that I have some attraction towards men but I just left that there. maybe i'm bisexual but I don't care about that really.

Keep going man, focus on rewiring your brain with real and tangible people you like spending your time with.

I promise you'll forget about the whole Sissy porn after enough days of rewiring.

good luck!
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Thanks man. I appreciate it. Luckly i am pretty stubborn lol. I had some urges today and i just told myself "don't you dare give up you coward" and the urges went away. :)
 
That's great! keep at it man, you'll feel amazing when you reach a good number of days, it's a struggle at the beginning but it will improve!
 
im not into cross dressers, but I have had BAD urges to be penetrated like a girl by trans women and give HJ and BJs to them. i still feel that way. I dont know what to do but continue to be a eunuch :|
 
Angelod said:
im not into cross dressers, but I have had BAD urges to be penetrated like a girl by trans women and give HJ and BJs to them. i still feel that way. I dont know what to do but continue to be a eunuch :|
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Don’t worry dude. Everyone has their struggles. I don’t wish this addiction on anyone, but I am glad there are others who understand. We can all get through this.
 
Hey man I'm in the same boat but with trans women. I don' try to hook up with any and never have. But I have made separate Instagram accounts and Snapchat accounts and followed famous and just your regular average transgendered person and just talk dirty to them. I love women and am only attracted to women. It's all the porn and also the extreme feminism. Honestly if a frail passable ladyboy was alone with a guy and told that guy that he could do whatever he wants to her a**hole.....what guy wouldn' think give it a thought. And also transgendered people are so passive. And it's not like they can get pregnant. What guy wouldn't want his own sex "slave". But that shit is evil man. That dominate in power mentality is crazy. I've read stories of guys who aren't even gay who have sex with little frail twinks and extremely feminine men just to get a nut off. And most of them told me it was more of a power hungry thing. Showing them who's the real man. And humiliating them. Thats a mental thing man. I don' know how those guys got to that point or if it was due from watching too much porn but it's all mental. I still struggle with transgendered person porn. I only have one twink video I watch every now and then when I relapse of a Asian twink getting topped by a black guy. And that's every blue moon when I watch that. It has to be one of those nights I'm out looking for blood (using that as a reference to getting a great nut) lol. Of course I feel ashamed after. Especially when I open Snapchat and see all the fine ass girls I follow and know. I love vagina. I've never even had anal sex with a woman before. Lol so that' how I know I couldn' do it with a transgendered person or guy. But sometimes I'm just in the mood for some butthole. That's pretty much majority of what I masturbate to. I'm doing good on my nofap though. Hope you can get better as well.
 
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Hey man I'm in the same boat but with trans women. I don' try to hook up with any and never have. But I have made separate Instagram accounts and Snapchat accounts and followed famous and just your regular average transgendered person and just talk dirty to them. I love women and am only attracted to women. It's all the porn and also the extreme feminism. Honestly if a frail passable ladyboy was alone with a guy and told that guy that he could do whatever he wants to her a**hole.....what guy wouldn' think give it a thought. And also transgendered people are so passive. And it's not like they can get pregnant. What guy wouldn't want his own sex "slave". But that shit is evil man. That dominate in power mentality is crazy. I've read stories of guys who aren't even gay who have sex with little frail twinks and extremely feminine men just to get a nut off. And most of them told me it was more of a power hungry thing. Showing them who's the real man. And humiliating them. Thats a mental thing man. I don' know how those guys got to that point or if it was due from watching too much porn but it's all mental. I still struggle with transgendered person porn. I only have one twink video I watch every now and then when I relapse of a Asian twink getting topped by a black guy. And that's every blue moon when I watch that. It has to be one of those nights I'm out looking for blood (using that as a reference to getting a great nut) lol. Of course I feel ashamed after. Especially when I open Snapchat and see all the fine ass girls I follow and know. I love vagina. I've never even had anal sex with a woman before. Lol so that' how I know I couldn' do it with a transgendered person or guy. But sometimes I'm just in the mood for some butthole. That's pretty much majority of what I masturbate to. I'm doing good on my nofap though. Hope you can get better as well.
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Thanks man, you too. Thanks for sharing your story. I do agree that’s it’s a “power” thing. In real life I’m a nice guy and not power hungry. I’m not even that way when I watched normal porn, but the sissy stuff messed with my brain.
 
Pray the rosary everyday and watch it change your mind and hearts miraculosly. That's how I got rid of mine. I'm currently watching my foot fetish die day by day
 
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