Sissy Porn+OCD

I started pornography at the age of 12 and watched straight and femdom until I was 16. I have to say that before pornography I had a fetish for obedience but that was femdom, not AGP. AGP developed after age 16 due to porn addiction and I watched transsexual pornography for 2 years Until last month until. All of a sudden I started questioning my sexual identity. Thoughts like I'm gay or transgender were eating away at my brain. I had a very difficult childhood and was always a shy person. I have social anxiety. I think this triggered these thoughts. And I would never change my gender it's not for me I'm a man.I also have OCD. I had severe health anxiety before and I can be considered an obsessive person since childhood. I did not show any signs of homosexuality or transgenderness when I was little. Ever since I was little, I was always fond of war and football games. I was a very competitive person, but I was shy and very emotional. I will try to write daily, I think we should support each other, greetings.
(Sorry I wrote the article using a translation)