Hey all, I know it's wrong, and I know I shouldn't be doing it. But really struggling. It's so fun in the moment, the validation, having a girl wanting to do this with me. It's a girl I met off omegle and we literally engage in chat through skype and lately we've been video chatting at least 2-3 times a week. Both of these forms of chat has been mostly sexual. I deleted my snapchat because of talking too much to her on there but we stayed in touch on skype. I know everyone will tell me to just delete her. And I probably should. I just kinda like her too, as she's even going to be a nurse. She's very attractive, and I have this thought in the back of my brain like, if you give her up, you might not have anything else. Though I know that last sentence isn't true, as I have had some lovely women in my life. I believe it's part of the addiction, somewhere I can go to act out my compulsive behaviors and desires. Hoping I can let go, or come to my senses. Because I have a lot of dreams in life to strive for. And I'm sure many of you would argue that PMO gets in the way of those. And this is another form of it, am I right? Thank you for reading and sharing anything that comes to mind.