fightback2000
New Fapstronaut
I'm new to this forum and I haven't messed with account details like setting up a counter, but I am at 153 days. For the past couple weeks though, I have been hanging by a thread. Every single day I am extremely tempted. It feels like only a matter of time before I fold and I have some extremely close calls. I knew there would be challenges in this journey and tests. I am a college student and even though we are online, I go to campus (in part to avoid the temptation of just being at my apartment with easy access to porn) and study. Of course, on campus there is temptation everywhere. I feel like I'm getting weaker every day rather than stronger. It feels like I need a second wind or something.
Is there any advice someone who has reached this point could have for me? I try to remind myself why I can't go back to the life I used to live and all the reasons it would destroy me to go back. The problem is, as many of you know, that little voice in your head starts to takeover and you lose sight of reality.
Is there any advice someone who has reached this point could have for me? I try to remind myself why I can't go back to the life I used to live and all the reasons it would destroy me to go back. The problem is, as many of you know, that little voice in your head starts to takeover and you lose sight of reality.