I might relapse any minute now . . . Egats!! And not just with M, but with P. Someone sent me an porn (to me, anyway) image recently and I have just been craving more ever since. I dream about it! I keep thinking about the last porn that I looked at . . . almost 400 days ago!! I feel like I am still hooked on porn. It's like imposter syndrome or something. Yes, I haven't looked at porn in almost 400 days, but I am still addicted. I still fantasise about most of the same things (cuckold, sph, sexual denial, etc.) and lately I have really been craving it! Also frustrated that so many of the sites like this are for porn rather than masturbation. I struggle so much with M, why not just look at some P so that I can reset it all back to day 0 and identify better as a porn addict? FYI - last time I had the bright idea to look at porn, I was looking at the cuck / sph stuff pithing minutes . . . and saving images. It took me 9 months to break that spell and finally delete the last image.