I smashed my computer hoping that would eliminate all temptation but of course it didn’t. I just found another computer. I do believe destroying my computer will work when I move out, but the problem is I still live at home so while my computer is gone, I just found myself on my parents computer. Granted I don’t look at porn on their computer, but instead I go to the next best thing and go on youtube which aint to far away from porn anyway. For the last 6 months or so I’ve been bouncing back and forth with nofap. And while in a way it feels like I’m back to square one (as I just relapsed/binged this weekend) that isn’t the entire truth. I have started and been able to keep some new good habits over these last 6 months. I ONLY TAKE COLD SHOWERS, I QUIT DRINKING ALL POP/COFFEE AND CAFFEINATED BEVERAGES COLD TURKEY AND I READ AT LEAST ONE BOOK A WEEK. So while I’m definitely struggling with porn and masturbation, at least it’s not a total loss with the examples I gave above. But why is it that some people have kicked this pmo and I can’t seem to get a solid grip on it. No matter. I’m not quitting. But let’s pretend will power doesn’t exist. What steps am i not doing which is causing me to fail with pmo? Maybe it’s meditation. Several people have said get into mediation but I’ve never taken it serious.