Hello everyone, So yes, that's it, it happened. Again. Of course. My boyfriend is really trying to get over it and I know he really wants to quit. Accountability partner, fortify, journaling, meditation, blockers, you name it. He's doing and using all those things. And it kind of works, as he is watching less porn than he used to. He would estimate that he does it once a week now which is progress. He also talks to me about it. Being honest. But yesterday he wasn't. He did it, didn't tell me, but of course i found out. I feel like a fool. He promised he will never lie again and he knows what is going to happen, eventually, if he does: I'm going to leave at some point. I can't believe I'm saying that's as I love him more than I could ever say it. But without honesty, I can't go on. I want to trust him. I'm just truly, very deeply hurt right now. I know he lied because he didn't want to "hurt" me. But being dishonest hurts me even more. I don't know wth I'm supposed to do.