So this is what Day 60 Feels like?

Ryan Veitch · Aug 6, 2017

Noland said: ↑

I feel like there were a lot of "outside sources" at work, but maybe I'm just crazy lol.
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That being said, I think prayer helps. To ask god/gods for the strength to fight and master your addiction is fine. You are asking for help rather than laying the blame on him/her/them.

Deleted Account · Aug 7, 2017

Noland said: ↑

I made it. I'm finally on Day 60. 60 Days ago, I cried manly tears to myself. Why couldn't I change? Was PMO forever in my life wheher I liked it or not? Did God plan for me to be this miserable forever?

These were the thoughts that plagued me on that very day. I had just lost my highest streak of 15 days. Before that I couldn't even reach a week of not fapping. My life felt like it was in shambles and no one even noticed. I don't even remember the last thing I fapped to. TBH it was probably something that is pretty degrading to women. Shame on me right? I prayed hard on the same couch I relapsed on.

(Before continuing, click on this link and let the song play in the background).

"God, why me? Why are you doing this to me? I'm always trying so hard to quit. I'm nice to people. I help people. I pray everyday! Please make me quit this. Please. I'm begging you. You know what? I don't want you to make me quit. I want you to help me quit. I just need the motivation. Please. I just need your help. I don't want to be the same person anymore. I don't want to live the way I did before. If I can quit this by making it to DAY 30 this time. DAY 30. Please bring me good fortune. I don't want to deal with the same girls I've been dealing with. I want a Christian girl. Someone who can be by my side as I achieve my goals. I want to become great in what I'm doing now. Please, if I can do this, help me achieve all my goals and help me become great."

Sounds selfish right? At least I end my prayers with thanking Jesus for dying on the cross to pay for our sins, but that's another story. It was my motivation. It was what I needed. Right after that prayer around midnight June 1st, I found NoFap. 6-7 days later, I gave in and created an account. I became NoLand.

A lot has happened since then. I guess you're going to have to tune in to my journal to find out. >>>>>> https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/previously-on-the-last-episode-a-pmo-story.118883/
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Awesome! So much respect by another Christian!

BeastMode24x7 · Aug 7, 2017

i relapsed after 2 weeks. My first attempt to nofap.... My next goal is 20 weeks. I need your support

Deleted Account · Sep 29, 2017

You did it congrats! Watch out that you don't drop your guard and relapse now.

Deleted Account · Sep 30, 2017

Well done!! Keep your self on course!!

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