Hey guys (and gals?),
So here's my story, which is similar to many of you out there:
Started fapping my brains out many years ago...daily, normally more than once. Then came the dirty pictures, which led to dirty movies. After this, it was only a matter of time before the hardcore porn came into the picture. Nasty stuff.
I suffered before from ED, but didn't have a clue where it came from. It's probably one of the most traumatic things that can happen to a guy - having a girl come by and then only have a spaghetti penis to play with. It's tough.
I stumbled across the yourbrainonporn site and then decided to take control of my life and my time.
After reading some articles and watching the videos, I knew immediately where my problems were coming from. Porn, filth.
Last week sometime, I accidentally left some porn open on my computer when a girl came by and she said something along the lines of "how often do you look at this stuff?" Naturally, I lied to her and myself - oh...not so often. I watched my nose grow in front of my face.
So, it's been one tough week; lots of urges to rub one out and get that dopamine rush back into my system.
BUT
Even after one week...my god. The changes in energy, amazing.
I can put so much energy into things that matter. I feel good, really good right now. Maybe this is the calm before the flatline hits (hopefully I am able to dodge it).
I feel really good, and I don't have that shameful feeling from spending so much time looking and virtual woman.
So I want to join you guys in the crusade for fapfreedom and getting back to feeling good and feeling good about yourself!
So here's my story, which is similar to many of you out there:
Started fapping my brains out many years ago...daily, normally more than once. Then came the dirty pictures, which led to dirty movies. After this, it was only a matter of time before the hardcore porn came into the picture. Nasty stuff.
I suffered before from ED, but didn't have a clue where it came from. It's probably one of the most traumatic things that can happen to a guy - having a girl come by and then only have a spaghetti penis to play with. It's tough.
I stumbled across the yourbrainonporn site and then decided to take control of my life and my time.
After reading some articles and watching the videos, I knew immediately where my problems were coming from. Porn, filth.
Last week sometime, I accidentally left some porn open on my computer when a girl came by and she said something along the lines of "how often do you look at this stuff?" Naturally, I lied to her and myself - oh...not so often. I watched my nose grow in front of my face.
So, it's been one tough week; lots of urges to rub one out and get that dopamine rush back into my system.
BUT
Even after one week...my god. The changes in energy, amazing.
I can put so much energy into things that matter. I feel good, really good right now. Maybe this is the calm before the flatline hits (hopefully I am able to dodge it).
I feel really good, and I don't have that shameful feeling from spending so much time looking and virtual woman.
So I want to join you guys in the crusade for fapfreedom and getting back to feeling good and feeling good about yourself!
