I've gotten very succesfull in the habit of saving up the seed. However I still watch P (not exactly P but some strange fetish that I like to watch) on a regular basis (have a marathon session of watching and edging about twice per week) It seems almost impossible to break this. I've been retaining semen for about a month now. I also don't come when having sex (maybe because I'm not really in love with the girl). But I guess it's a good thing since girls never get enough, it's better for them if I don't cum so quickly (or at all). I think that it would be better for me to quit watching those vids, however after about 5 days I am so very horny that I just cannot convince myself not to do it. Also I constantly feel energetic anyway because of the semen retention (but still a little anxious and antisocial the days after my edging). If I'm extremely horny, the thought of being a little anxious for a few days does not scare me enough to keep myself from watching. It's hard. I am curious to hear what your thoughts are about this.