Someone went through the same way as me?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Chevalblanc, Jul 11, 2020.

  1. Chevalblanc

    Chevalblanc Fapstronaut

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    I started to realize I had massive anxiety and cognitive issues this year . Things just got worst when I got layed off from the covid lockdown. I started binging on a daily basis for a solid month. At that stage, I was no longer able to hold a conversation. My body suddenly became extremely frail . Only then I realized all of it was due to 15 years of PMO which I never suspect to be detrimental to our health. I lost interest in everything as im now emotionless. 1st month was insane as I was suicidal, extremely irritable up until month if June. Little improvement has shown as I manage to keep myself sane. Ive come to the understanding that perhaps my brain has been greatly damaged over the years. Im so debilitated in all areas that I wont be returning to work. My cognitive impairments are a lot worst than I thought.

    If anyone has experienced anything similar or has any tips to combat this nightmare please do not hesitate to comment. Any support is greatly appreciated. I wish a speedy recovery to everyone here.
     
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  2. I'm sure that PMO has a part in your situation. How ever what I know about depression and illnesses like that yours sounds like that. I highly recommend for you to get professional help. And it's not something to be ashamed of. Even if you don't feel like you need help right now it's better to be safe than sorry. Remember your situation may not be your fault but it's your responsibility to fix it.
     
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  3. Chevalblanc

    Chevalblanc Fapstronaut

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    I already has anxiety problems. Then came the covid lockdown, I started to fap (death grip style). 2-3 times a day for a whole month. I depleted all my semen. I was at a very critical state by end of April.
     

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