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Something bad but amazing

For Fapstronauts who are disciples of Christ

  1. DiegoNunez7749

    DiegoNunez7749 Fapstronaut

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    Ok so let me tell you guys what’s been going on, Lately if been reading the word of God again and I’ve felt like I’ve been able to better understand the word of God. I was in a day three streak until today, I had a massive urge to masturbate to some porn. I edged and masturbated a little but only for like a minute. Then i stoped and thoughts came into my head that said "this is idolatry", "your choosing this over the word of God and "is she so beautiful that i choose to focus on her and not on God?" After that i stoped closed the tabs and erased the history. It was like i couldnt watch porn or masturbate, i felt so bad disobeying God. This might have been a sitback but i take it as a step towards the right direction.
     
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  2. Akeakua

    Akeakua Fapstronaut

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    Awesome! You felt the Spirit stirring in you :) That's so important, and what you did took good willpower. When I slipped sometimes in my past I would use the worst justification that I am already in sin. The sooner we can do the 180 the better, and I need to remind myself that. So far I haven't had urges since I last gave into PMO sin. And I really do believe it's because I've been diving into God's Word daily. I'm reading a balanced 1-year Bible plan, gives a bit of everything, which has been helping tremendously. I still need to treat God like less of an abstraction or a concept, my heart is still far from His. Guard your time with Him always!! You will never regret it. Set a reminder, map out a schedule with Him in it, the Word and prayer, even reminders spread throughout the day to remind us to pray. Jesus would remind his disciples to pray lest they fall into temptation. We can do this through Jesus' blood, His sacrifice, His Grace. God bless you and all here!
     
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  3. Akeakua

    Akeakua Fapstronaut

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    Also checking into here every day does wonders for me. I'm an introvert and now with this pandemic, I'm really not getting enough social interactions. Out here, it brings us into fellowship with our brothers and sisters. I hope I never stop coming around here daily.
     
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