I think I’ve gotten so used to adult life that I haven’t even noticed that I’ve been aslepe this whole time. Asleep in the sense that I don’t feel truly alive, I mean i have the energy, the motivation, the drive but I feel hallow. I remember during my childhood and I feel during a lot of people my age’s childhood we were so alive and life was so simple and good. We talked to our friends and hung out, socialized, there was so much vitality and we were doing everything we wanted to do as kids and being who we were (except adults because kids want to grow up). The point is life was so plentiful. Now as a adult it feels so dead, empty, dry. I don’t know maybe it’s the technology or my way of living but I haven’t felt as alive as I did as a kid for years or as happy. How do I or we get this back? Can anyone relate or know what I’m talking about or feel what I’m talking about here ? I had a dream about my childhood a few days ago and when I woke up I couldn’t help but feel a major contrast. Like Jeeze I’ve downgraded in terms of happiness and liveliness. My standards for fun and happy have dropped significantly from when I was a kid and I’ve gotten so used to it that I didn’t even notice it. I want to wake up.