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Space Marine February - Team Deathmatch (CLOSED)

Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by EndPornLiveLife, Jan 27, 2021.

I pledge my allegiance to the...

Poll closed Feb 6, 2021.
  1. Space Wolves

    38.7%
  2. Black Templars

    22.6%
  3. Dark Angels

    19.4%
  4. Blood Angels

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  1. Day 6
    Checking in for Blood angels.
    Another succesful day in not peeking.
     
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  2. Check-in!
    good start though, but a very clever Deceptive Brain Message came during my thinking. It was watching INTERSTELLAR. I've watched it a few times 1-2 years ago and it became my best sci-fi movie in interstellar travel. But today, It came as a deceptive thought. As today was off for my tuition and I didn't have had a plan about what I'm gonna do in that free time. But then the deceptive brain message came of watching the movie interstellar I thought in my brain that it'll be good to watch and I'm gonna be a physicist so let's watch it again(But it was really a deceptive brain message you'll know why later in this message). Being watching it instead of doing schoolwork or going ahead a little in making my life better by doing science, maths, etc, as they give me a good feeling frequently. But while watching it I soon got a lump in throat sensation(usually comes when I fall in believing a deceptive message), later I got an uncomfortable sensation. And I got the feeling of being engaged (like when I binge anime). And I stopped watching it and got some time off and I was surprised that how clever this deceptive message was and it made me fall into that cleverly. although, I'm a bit recovered now and continuing.

    WHAT I LEARNED TODAY- Deceptive brain messages will make you fall in them by any means:eek:. But you have to be more clever(and you are! as, the thought generated in your brain, But you are your mind and mind is more powerful than brain you would have known it! if not learn about it). So, as of today I will be more cautious and separate deceptive messages from the True emotions(truly called just emotions) and deal with them according to it(the situation):D.
     
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  3. ToMMy.H

    ToMMy.H Fapstronaut

    @Sebbrix rip dry february I guess :D

    @Primaris Was thinking where the hell is this guy. Good to hear you are going super strong man!

    @Sebbrix well said man! The good old soaked late nate/early morning disccussions are always the best! :D
     
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  4. ToMMy.H

    ToMMy.H Fapstronaut

    I feel the tension. Everytime I have a bit of free time, the temptations are there.

    I think its the same with energy drink or chocalate. I crave it. I go get it. But now I know I cant. I want to edge so fucking much. I know I cant and wint do that. So I feel like I am in constant battle.
    And like I said, its typical for me, when I crave smthing, like sugar, I go get it. So feeling of not immediately satisfy the need is something I am really not used to.

    Maybe thats why I have headaches. And feel a bit different.
    Yeah like there is something missing.

    I think I am in the procces of teaching my addicted brain that it doesnt really need to prone masturbate on twisted thoughts.

    So lets continue learning.
    Lets get that fucking A+
     
  5. @happysloth I've added you to the Space Wolves. Welcome to the Death watch!
     
    Last edited: Feb 6, 2021
  6. I've got a good feeling about this month. The Emperor smiles widely on all his children. They stand tall, side by side with their brothers and sisters, knowing their strengths, knowing their weaknesses, confident in victory...

    C'mon Blood Angels, the Space Wolves are charging ahead, let's even the scores by building our own Deathwatch army.

    Cheers @Primaris.
    Hah! Yes, with those red wine lips you definitely belong in the Blood Angels my man.
    What you said in your other message, that's really encouraging to hear, I'm glad the electronic device hiatus has been helpful! Fair enough if you're not around for a bit so you can get that tech-break.
    As for the sharing dark thoughts, as Sebbrix said - it's all good. No point being fake, I certainly appreciate your honesty as to where you were at.
    Minus 15 degrees sounds nuts...I hope there are some blue skies to go with that freezing walk.
    Nice meme haha. It makes we want to get out of the house and go do pullups in one of the outdoor gyms we have here.

    Hear hear!
     
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  7. ADMG

    ADMG Fapstronaut

    Checking in for the Dark Angels.

    Similar to @Primaris, I have been limiting electronics use... well, mostly internet use. I locked down the web browser on my phone, and removed my laptop from my room. I also use PluckEye software to regulate web browsing, and I doubled the time delay from 3 to 6 hours (it uses a time delay mechanic instead of a password system). And in order to unlock the web browser on my phone, I need to wait 24 hours for the password in an online, time-delay lock box. Anyway... I've been way more productive, and my prayer life has been a lot stronger too. I highly recommend locking down your web browser on your phone, even if that's not a problem area for you... because PMO aside, it's so nice not to have access to a web browser 24/7!

    Of course, there have been a few urges; but not nearly as many as I usually experience in the first week.

    Keep up the good fight, everyone!
     
  8. Gtweet

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    Another successful day bagged. Checking in for blood angels.
     
  9. Everydayisday0

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    Checking in, Day 6/28, Space Wolves.
     
  10. Mya

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    fighting= not watching that show, not being alone, not eating Chili

    @vicicool dear sis after @Sebbrix choclate bit, this not eating chilli bit needs explanation. Please shed some light as to what's that all about.. haha
     
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  11. Mya

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    Your brain can make you believe in what you really are not.i always was convinced in my mind that quitting M is actually not possible. And I realise now that that thinking was the biggest barriers in not being able to quit it previously.

    I know someone quite close with the exact same situation. That person was being told that oh you are so weak etc since young age. So the person would climb stairs one at a time and not like as the normal person would so. Until one day I saw her and said to her o why are you climbing stairs like that. Do as everyone else does. And they tried it and guess what, they were completely fine doing that. It was just the mind telling them before that you are too weak to do it.

    Believe in yourself and believe in that

    What one man can do another can too
     
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  13. Checking in for the Black Templars! Tic-tac-toe, three in a row.

    @Primaris Dude, the first thing that's going to be "ripped" is that pull-up bar LMAO
     
  14. Sebbrix

    Sebbrix Fapstronaut

    Check in for the Blood Angels, day 7 and I'm feeling as strong as ever!
     
  15. Checking in for the Blood Angels.

    Go Space Marines!

    Man that's some intense electronic lockdown. I would not have expected the prayer life bonus too, nice!

    I can hardly imagine not having a web browser on my phone. At the very least it would totally save me some time.
     
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  16. Checkin in my mind is a battlefield rn. Today I will invest some hours in my recovery
     
  17. Hey all,

    I had a hard day yesterday and i ended up peaking, thats a relapse for me so im out of this challenge. :(
    Sorry guys...

    Stay strong everyone!
     
  18. ToMMy.H

    ToMMy.H Fapstronaut

    @SantaHat Sorry to hear that man. You have some very strict rules. Dont let the peeking thing lead to the ultimate thing!

    @T0mCrus4der You are going to push trough it big man! Whats your steps in recovery proccess?

    I am checking in fo dark angels!
    And still going strong since morning! I started with brekfast and workout - chest and biceps - I cant do much with the crutches, but very good news is that I can finally step a bit on the foot. Very important not to get too reckless/inpatient and start going bananas like I usually do. I will do some shoulders + triceps tommorow and then REST DAY!!! Very important - a) my leg needs still recovery b) muscles need recovery c) working out everyday doesnt make any sense, esp. when I can do only limited number of exercises, cant do legs, cant really do back and the few exercises I can do on biceps/triceps/chest/shoulders are also very limited by my leg and by the environment

    I noticed one very good thing. Because I want to avoid any time I am able to go to bed and fap I work like crazy. Maybe not doing my best work, but still moving forward and breaking away from this addiction.
    Its true that my days are very 1sided - I either work, eat, sleep or have free time watching netflix or reading.
    I would love to see myself doing a bit more -> reading, studying about cooking since I am such a cooking noob. Obv studying about cooking when you actually cant do shit, doesnt seem to appealing so thats why I dont study it, but later when I am more able I would love to learn some basic cooking.

    Also I think I spend a bit too much time here, writin these long ass post, with complete random points, but I think it helps me to stay away from PMO and thats the goal.



     
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  19. Mya

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    Dont ever stop being the light that will show the way to even one person.

    Whatever BS is happening in life at the moment but I must say big thankyou to every one of you. Dont know you all and may never do. But you are in thoughts and prayers and you do make a difference to my life.

    Respect.
     

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