Space Marine Hell March - Team Deathmatch (CLOSED)

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  1. Checking In for Blood Angels.

    Overall an OK day. I am turning more into an "in your face" type of guy. I have too less tolerance level and sometimes just too blunt and don't really care if someone thinks am being a d*ck. I am slowly liking this version of me. Maybe this is the confidence I lacked.
  2. |Astartes|

    |Astartes| Fapstronaut

    Quick update to this challenge.

    You’re all awesome.

    That’s it.

  3. OhWhenThe

    OhWhenThe Fapstronaut

    Sorry to bring the mood down but unfortunately I'm out. I peeked and edged.

    Good luck to all of those still standing, you're all doing amazing.
  4. Day 16 for the Space Wolves :emoji_wolf: - over half way!
  5. You should check out the posts of @Professor Abraham - he's big on diet, especially sugar affecting the porn addiction. Specifically this post of his in my journal:

    And a follow-up one here:
  6. Brothers and sisters, I have fallen. Strip this Dark Angel of his wings.

    I was having a pretty flat day in the first place and then a couple different triggers piled up on top of one another. I tried BRACE and it worked for a bit but I ended up giving in later. What I've learned from this is to work on urge surfing!
  7. mick5643

    mick5643 Fapstronaut

    Brothers checking in for black templars day 16, tonight was a close call, I had a lot of trouble with sleeping. Thanks to the God-Emperor I was able to stay strong.
    P.D to all our fallen brothers, just because you are out of this challenge doesnt mean you shouldnt do NoFap. Remember that the road we walk is a difficult one, but the path is always there for us to follow no matter how many times we fall.
  8. A New Journey towards controlling the brain and pursuing real LIFE!:emoji_bow:

    Again and again, I lose my war with my brain and me. Whenever I fall I experience the sensation of grief, sadness, and "I can't be happy ever". But whenever I complete at least 7 days of NoFap Hard Mode. I become happy and small glimpses of tranquility, bliss, equanimity(by meditation). The whole perspective of mine changes. I become a very happy man. I experience every bit of my life with tremendous joy(really!). I experience even sensations of joy even better than having sex(though I haven't had). It is like I found the essence of life. The cure of all suffering is within YOU.:)

    So, I started the new path of not letting my brain take control of me. And not letting myself find momentary relief when times get tough.:D I have to persevere through it if I want real joy and bliss rather than momentary ones even when times get really TOUGH:).

    I am hopping in the 3 days, 7 days, 14 days, and 21 days challenge. Someone wanna join?:rolleyes::rolleyes:
    Last edited: Mar 16, 2021
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  9. Yes - diet is one of the key cornerstones of beating PMO addiction IMHO. It's in my journal as @Robbo-seeking-life says. Without this realisation, I would still be a porn hound today (or worse)!
  10. |Astartes|

    |Astartes| Fapstronaut

    It happens... I relapsed again last night as well...

    Let's not fret on that now though. We need to get out of this putrid trench of self destruction.
  11. kuroneko0108

    kuroneko0108 Fapstronaut

  12. I fell yesterday. Restarting. I was absolutely disgusted with myself yesterday. Went on a big bike ride afterwards to clear my head, think and pray - only my third and by far the biggest ride since foot surgery in December.

    Feeling freshly resolved to stay away from this scourge.

    Also, I am proud to stand with my brothers and sisters here in this challenge. We can leave this destructive habit in the dust.

    Future you will thank you for it.

    The people in your life will be better for it.

    Present you, is better for it.
  13. 1john4:4

    1john4:4 Fapstronaut

    So many brothers fallen over the last 24 hours! This was a difficult day for everyone it seems.

    We honor your battle with continued sacrifice towards beating this months battle.

    Day 14 for the wolves!!
  14. Man! you are the legend who brings hope to blood angels. You are a saviour for blood angels.
    Go ahead with your magnificent streak.:emoji_punch:

    May you, realise what being human is!:D
  15. Checking in for the Space Wolves! I am in a much better headspace after starting off on cognitive behavioural therapy.
  16. mick5643

    mick5643 Fapstronaut

    Brothers, im in a dark place right now. I havent succumbed, not yet. But the demons of Slaanesh I thought I defeated have come back even stronger. Im going to study, so I wont fail. I promise you all that this wont be the end of me.
    In a world filled with misery and uncertainty, it is a great comfort to know that there is a light in the darkness.
  17. Joe M.

    Joe M. Fapstronaut

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