Checking in for blood angels. The urges today are insane, and I feel a lot more demotivated. I also feel a lot more guilt for myself. But I will fight 'cause of myself. #FIGHT.........
Their last posts were around the beginning of this month so I'm gonna perform an early purge here. Thanks for pointing them out.
My last streak was of 8 days, I've completed that, but I will not go down until I reboot myself. I can't waste my precious time anymore to this addiction. I will fight and win. I shall not loose to this. Not this time. BTW thanks to this website and all the support I got from all you fellas.
I advise you to not be too audacious with your goal. 30 days is not an easy as you're believing right now. I ve seen guys 40-50 60 yr ol struggling to go over couple of days. Make sure to reach Deathwatch and your job is done. Thats it.
Setting short term goals is a great thing but I've seen plenty of people people kick this addiction in a few tries. I think that him being 15 years old is actually a benefit because he's not set in his ways. His brain is still developing/changing (his neuroplasticity is more active) at a greater rate than us older lads and can adapt to new changes faster than ours can. I think his goal of kicking it once and for all is a great ambition. No need to undermine it. I know what you're saying but I disagree with you. His job is not done after reaching Deathwatch. He's going to get there and stay there. Pce
16 days today and I owe it all to posting here and on my journal regularly. A little bit of accountability, a little bit of daily reflection, it massively helps. I'm getting in the Deathwatch, that's a commitment.
Thank you @Primaris. We do are among the Emperor’s finest, along with the other chapters in the thread/legion.
Day 8 checking Black Templars. The Death Match is really awesome. It brings out one’s competitive instincts.
Th checking in for Blood Angels! Thanks @Primaris . Today I had very less urges ,and l feel a lot motivated now. I'm not experiencing bad mental condition or experiencing big things like depression. The thing is that I was just demotivated. Also, "@I Am Somebody" don't worry I can go beyond a few days streak, if someone just don't demotivate me. I have much bigger goals and I have to achieve them. And that shall happen. I'm not saying this in bad way. I just want to be useful to Humanity. Btw again, thanks to this website and also to you all good fells. Please keep motivating me and I will achieve my aim of controlling myself and become a human of which all humanity will be proud someday. #FIGHT
