Checking in for the Templars. I think we're about halfway through this month now so every day is getting us closer to completing this challenge! Keep fighting!
@quickstarter and @focus_ My wolf bros, please report to @Primaris that you are still in the challenge to not be called a HERETIC. See primari’s former post. The space wolf pack needs you, please give us a howl !!
Checking in. It is hugely motivating to come here and read the reports from my chapter brothers and the other teams. I've almost finished the work on the Liber Heresius and will share the link within this week, if everything goes smoothly with my schedule. As always, a little plus with this post.
Thank you for keeping adding layers of complexity and depth to the challenge! The gamification of the no-PMO process united with the WH40K setting is not only helpful, but also engaging.
Day 16 Deathwatch I don't know whether anyone has had a similar experience but my dreams are so vivid now. Some of the dreams are nightmares that make me so scared to go back to sleep. I don't know whether this is part of my brain rebooting. I will do some research.
Checking in for the Black Templars. I felt terrible yesterday as I came dangerously close to searching for porn but I remembered my commitment to myself and my chapter. Feeling much better today, my mind is my sword and I'm cutting a path through!
Checking in. I feel like I've been hit by a truck. Chest hurts so bad. It's not physical, it's just something that happened with a girl I've been seeing, (pretty small really) and it feels awful. I've experienced this feeling many times before, but I feel particularly helpless to deal with it right now. I'm tired, hungry, have had a massive weekend, and am about to head off to my evening class. On the plus side, I don't have a big temptation to use porn to escape from this heavyness, this pain. I'm definitely making progress with teaching my brain not to always try to escape suffering (porn, games, tv): sometimes sitting with it is okay. It bloody hurts though. I'd like to journal about specifics but I don't think I have time right now. Wow, sounds not fun. What did you find out?
