It's just a long hard battle. I've been trying off & on & failing for the last 30 years. Maybe this time I will succeed. However I have gone to extreme measures this time around. No internet at home, and only a dumb phone. If I need the internet I use it at a friends place or a public library (where I am now).
Hey, I love this concept. Sounds like a lot of fun. I would love to join any group that would have me if it isn’t too late.
You know you don't have to give up internet at home, you could use group policy and special dns servers to prevent you from watching what you want to avoid now, (services like openDNS blocks proxy websites too). You could ask someone you trust to put a password for PC OS administrator, PC BIOS and your router OS. Group policy would take some time to set up and you would have to give up smart phones, on the other hand, you would have porn-free internet access at your home computer.
Day 5 for the Blood Angels! No matter what challenges come up this month, I am going to win the battles together with the Blood Angels! Let's keep up the fight! - @Renaissance Man + @Magnus the Red + @Gonarth + @dandausa + @SantaHat - @[email protected] + @Candeeiro
The Dark Angels and the Space Wolves all have 10 fresh recruits. Pick another chapter like the Black Templars or the Blood Angels
Hello Rojo. Have you ever wandered about joining the Blood Angels? We offer the best health care plan in the Imperium. EDIT: I've discovered that we are already brothers in battle. It is glorious, indeed. Welcome to the Blood Angels Chapter.
@EndPornLiveLife just noticed 145days -> thats HUGE! Do you observe the urges getting weaker? Today had very shitty morning -> I woke up totally tired and the only thing I wanted to do was edging at least a bit -> didnt do it, but I felt such a huge almost overwhelming power -> got up completely tired and feeling like shit -> went for walk and now I am quite okay after breakfast. I think its very important to have good positive encouraging self talk. I dont want to sound like the biggest narcist here, but after I made it out of my house and felt with little energy I talked to myself: "you are a fucking champion! Another victory! Building the momentum! Hell yeah!!! Lets fucking GO!!!" And after some time I am feeling pumped and motivated to attack another day! Lets fucking go DARK ANGELS!
Im out guys, i relapsed yesterday I wish everyone a pmo free month, you can do it guys! Ps I'l be back stronger for the november challenge!
Hey @Primaris, with the lack of members in the September Team Deathmatch Survivors Only challenge, it's being closed. So may I join this choice October Challenge? I'm keen to join Blood Angels, especially with my buddies from last month @Magnus the Red @Gonarth & @dandausa @ToMMy.H I believe you have me mixed up with @Robbo-seeking-life The self talk is brilliant Yep, it's so important. As is what you physically did - walking away from tempting situations. Sometimes that's all it takes to be free hey! If we can all, when we're tempted, stand up and walk away, rather than staring down the temptation like a deer in headlights, we can all be victorious over the scourge of porn I think one reason I'm finding meditation so useful is that it puts a stop to the morning crappety-crap-crap negative self talk and worry which goes on in my head. Plus by varying the types of meditation, my brain doesn't get too bored by things and switch into cruise/go back to negative stuff (well, not entirely - I'm still learning/progressing, as I will be for a long time ).
Of course! You're welcome here sorry to hear the challenge didn't take off. I'm planning to do something similar for the survivors of this challenge. Like a level two of this challenge. Most likely I'll embed it in this challenge so that the survivors all gather in one team called Deathwatch. In 40k lore Deathwatch is comprised of elite members of different chapters so it will be a mix of elite Blood Angels, Space Wolves, Dark Angels and Black Templars. The normal recruiting grounds for other chapters will still be available so anyone can still join. Just that now we have this elite group that everyone else can aim to join if they themselves survive. Deathwatch Dark Angel
