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Spontaneous orgasm: Anybody experienced?

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by budvap, Oct 23, 2019.

  1. budvap

    budvap Fapstronaut

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    Do not know if this can trigger someone, just letting know in advance that I gonna be explicit in this post…


    I am 30 days on a hard mode now and a weird thing happened to me yesterday evening. As I was drowsing I experienced, still fully awake, an attack of what I would call a spontaneous orgasm. It was so strong and completely irresistible, basically I got out of my control. It was all like normal orgasm is, both psychically and physically, I even could not resist to become “noisy” (I am alone at home these days) and as it passed out I felt in all respects as I normally do after an orgasm with my wife. I did not touch myself and also did not cum, though.

    Today morning I had very strong urges that I was able to manage with cold shower. I feel very positive and open emotionally. (I am glad I could resist these urges since I know that I would not feel like that if I did not.)

    Anybody has similar experience?

    ps.:

    I am not resetting my counter based on this orgasm event since it was kindof conscious but not really intentional. Anyway, my goal is to avoid intentional orgasming and first of all not touching myself as well as do not let my wife touch me this way (during the streak, indeed, she knows what’s going on ;))

    I do this streak as a mixture of penitence/getting to better life without PM/experiment; observing my body reactions is a part of it.
     

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