Hey! I am not addicted to porn but to masturbation, I don't need a video to ejaculate, just me and my thoughts about anyone hot, like my professor, that girl who comes in the gym with a sports bra. Maybe masturbation isn't that bad for a sports person because it turns you momentarily but after it comes the guilt which brings low self-esteem and it's just not that I think something happens to my brain like I get really frustrated , I am able to abstain myself from it for a couple of days but then it only gets better after that, the peak of masturbation comes when I am under stress, exams, I didn't play good enough for the college team. And I hate it but it excites me really bad. I can't go out in public everytime I am turned on, cuz that would be staying out for most of the night. Does anybody have a solution?