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Spring/Summer Reboot

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by jtmony08, Apr 22, 2016.

  1. jtmony08

    jtmony08 Fapstronaut

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    Day 11
    So a few days before my birthday, I got weak and surfed porn. I didn't PMO, but I watched/surfed at least an hours worth of porn. Some would call this a slip, but I'm counting it as a relapse. Why, because a day or two afterwards, I masturbated w/thoughts of what I watched. So I'm starting over. This is not my first reboot and I wish I could promise that it was my last. What I can promise is that I'll pursue perfection with every breath I take.

    So, what damage did I cause? Thank goodness, I'm still feeling the effects of No PMO. Somewhere in a previous post, I shared that I've suffered PIED and have taken ED pills to help me. Well, I haven't taken a pill in several weeks. In fact, my wife and I were intimate today and I maintained an erection throughout our session. I felt emotionally connected to her which has been occurring more and more since I started this journey. Afterwards, after I'd recovered from a very intense orgasm, it hit me. We had had sex without a thought of something pornographic. So while I'm rebooting, I feel confident that I'm getting better. So the few that follow or read this post/thread, please pray for me. Share your stories and provide me words of encouragement. Thanks!
     
    Last edited: Apr 22, 2016
  2. Awakening123

    Awakening123 Fapstronaut

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    So it his day 11 of no P and 66 days of no MO? Watching porn while reboot is like an alcoholic taking a few sips of beer to feel better. It doesn't matter if you wanna call it a relapse or not but it does affects your brain. Better stay away from porn all together. Use a blocker if you can.
     
  3. jtmony08

    jtmony08 Fapstronaut

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    Great advice. Thanks
     
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