Squeaky. First of all, congratulations on reaching 8 months. It's an accomplishment many of us dream of achieving. I have a little insight that might help you. You have a problem of regarding NoFap as a journey with an end. But in reality, NoFap has no end. As long as there is testosterone in you, as long as you have desire for sex, you will always have to be conscious about where to spend your sexual energy. This is how our minds are programmed, and the "easy way out" is always going to be there, waiting for your mind to slip. I suggest that you stick with the challenge for a little while, hang around in the forum, post on the journal and support others, until you get back on your feet again. And when you feel you're ready, ditch the tracker, but keep yourself a little active on the forum. And Ultimately, you can may choose to leave the forum. But never forget about NoFap, think of it as the single virtue that got you where you are. Would you drop a virtue (Ex. Honesty) after being honest for 90 days? Of course not. NoFap is no different.