START! Day 1!

"I count him braver who overcomes his desires than him who conquers his enemies; for the hardest victory is over self."
-Aristotle

So today is the day I want to seriously work on myself and fight against myself and my own desires.

I am 19 years old, I will start university in April so at the moment I really have much time. This time is actually pretty dangerous because it gets boring pretty fast and then you think of silly stuff.

I don't think that I am seriously addictive because I started doing it pretty late and I never ever watched some poem stuff or anything. I am just addictive to the masturbation itself and although my situation is maybe a little bit "easier" than that of those who are doing it for years many times a day, but I am still addictive and I think that it ruined my life, my career, my mind and my character. I just want to conquer myself and start a free and healthy life, since I am doing fitness and i feel that it has a really bad impact on my performance...so I will post my thoughts on this page regularly and I would welcome any motivating and nice words from others! Let's all hang in there and become true warriors.

One other thing: I am a Muslim so sometimes I will post stuff about my religion since it is a very important aspect in my life. I say bismillah and pray to Allah that he shall help me to heal myself inshallah.