Start To Lose Hope On The Reboot

I don't know what else left to do to get better . Like to be able functional in society or life in general. I still feel like a social outcast. I still have huge brain fog and no energy to even stand for a short period of time.
I've tried every suggestion on the forum. I went to hospital already, nothing matched what I'm going through....
I'm sick n tired of being sick n tired of my suffering whether mentally or physically.

I've been in nofap for about 5 years now. A lot of relapses but also a lot of good streaks(60). Longest is 16mo of hardcore yet I seem to be paralyzed in life.

 

Things improve a lil bit but still got a long way to go.
Nofap is the only thing I have going on for me right now. And any relapses will put me deeper in hell.