Greetings fellow Fapstronauts! (Apologies for the wall of text, but I'd appreciate if you read this!) If you're like me, you want me get rid of this shackle that is PMO. Backstory: Prior to 2017, I've been on multiple reboots for the whole year, starting in February 2016. It always resulted in me going 3 days to a week where I'd PMO and binge. I had only made it to 17 days once and 15 days was the closest I've ever made it. Why I started: I was a virgin, and I went to a prostitute out of peer pressure by a friend. (I'm the type of person who can't say no). And I realised that I would always lose my erections halfway. I had went more times after that to "test it out" and see if I would perform better. But each time it felt very forced. I felt bored, pressured and uneasy. Certain times I'd last for up to 30 minutes but still was unable to finish. I didn't feel much pleasure, probably 3-4/10. What confuses me: Now although what I think I have is PIED/DE. It's funny because I do get morning wood frequently, I do get spontaneous erections throughout the day too. And it would be easy for me to get an erection when close to a girl I know personally and have feelings for. But still, as a male I feel like I should have been able to finish whatsoever. What I wish to accomplish: Absolutely to stop objectifying women completely. To become to focused at tasks at hand and accomplish more. To become a better person overall. Thanks for reading this, I really appreciate it
Hi! I can relate to you, brother. I had a same issue when I slept with my girlfriend. I had no problem with erection when I was with her, but I didn´t feel pleasure while I was having sex with her and I could not ejacuate. It was very frustrating and I didn´t feel like a man. I am on day 14 after half a year of realpsing again and again. So I am sure you would make it! Good luck!
Well, I should have written ex-girlfriend It is more then a year now and I haven´t been in relationship since then so I can´t say. But after 14 days (I know it is not much) I feel definitely better than before.
