Started on the 1st of January, who's with me?

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Mr Free

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Greetings fellow Fapstronauts! :)

(Apologies for the wall of text, but I'd appreciate if you read this!)

If you're like me, you want me get rid of this shackle that is PMO.

Backstory:
Prior to 2017, I've been on multiple reboots for the whole year, starting in February 2016.
It always resulted in me going 3 days to a week where I'd PMO and binge.
I had only made it to 17 days once and 15 days was the closest I've ever made it.

Why I started:
I was a virgin, and I went to a prostitute out of peer pressure by a friend. (I'm the type of person who can't say no). And I realised that I would always lose my erections halfway. I had went more times after that to "test it out" and see if I would perform better. But each time it felt very forced. I felt bored, pressured and uneasy. Certain times I'd last for up to 30 minutes but still was unable to finish. I didn't feel much pleasure, probably 3-4/10.

What confuses me:
Now although what I think I have is PIED/DE. It's funny because I do get morning wood frequently, I do get spontaneous erections throughout the day too. And it would be easy for me to get an erection when close to a girl I know personally and have feelings for. But still, as a male I feel like I should have been able to finish whatsoever.

What I wish to accomplish:
  • Absolutely to stop objectifying women completely.
  • To become to focused at tasks at hand and accomplish more.
  • To become a better person overall.

Thanks for reading this, I really appreciate it :)
 
Hi! I can relate to you, brother.
I had a same issue when I slept with my girlfriend. I had no problem with erection when I was with her, but I didn´t feel pleasure while I was having sex with her and I could not ejacuate. It was very frustrating and I didn´t feel like a man.
I am on day 14 after half a year of realpsing again and again. So I am sure you would make it!
Good luck!
 
Buřt said:
Hi! I can relate to you, brother.
I had a same issue when I slept with my girlfriend. I had no problem with erection when I was with her, but I didn´t feel pleasure while I was having sex with her and I could not ejacuate. It was very frustrating and I didn´t feel like a man.
I am on day 14 after half a year of realpsing again and again. So I am sure you would make it!
Good luck!
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Thanks a lot Burt. If I may ask, how's progress with your girlfriend? Are you able to ejaculate now?
 
Well, I should have written ex-girlfriend :D
It is more then a year now and I haven´t been in relationship since then so I can´t say. But after 14 days (I know it is not much) I feel definitely better than before.
 
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