Starting a 30 days challenge

I am a university student. I am not bad in my studies too. I work very hard but I always take more time than my classmate to complete any task. It can be a side effect of my porn addiction. And I am always restless. Not masturbating for last 10 days have made me so restless. But things are in control. At least I am aware of these changes. I will go ahead. I am confident. I hope you guys are doing well.

 

Another day successfully completed.... But I feel so restless and life feels so tasteless.... I couldn't do anything useful today. Whole day I was doing something very random things. I need to be more alert. I am planning to start writing journals.

 

10 days Never masturbated. I am confident.

 

I am going ahead. I hardly remember about porn and masturbation these days. But my mind is not in peace. I am always in stress and confusion. But I will over come this too. All the best guys... keep responding.... Lets support each other. Share your feelings and experiences.

 

I am not observing and understanding my thoughts even though I am not masturbating. I think it is not for good. I should reflect upon myself, which will help me to understand about myself. And which will help me to guide in future.

 

These days may be because of studies, I am so frustrated. And I sometimes have these tendencies to masturbate or fantasise about having sex. I need to stop this fantasising. I am wasting a lots of time on this. As days passing my mind is full of such thoughts.

 

Any way you are not doing it consciously. So don't worry . After some days without masturbating sperm bladder will have tendency to release semen. Its quite natural. Its necessary to release old semen. We are not trying to detach completely from sexual life, rather we are tying to get back to a healthy sexual life. So don't worry. But careful how often it happens. Its not good if it happens regularly.

 

2 week successfully completed... Improving a lot.... All the best Guys....

 

Successfully completed one more day. Today I started to write journals. I think it will help me to see myself more clear.

 

Today I was so frustrated because non of my works went as I planned. I don't know why but in between I had very strong tendancy to masturbate. I was so frustrated and there was no fun in what I was doing. That would have led me to do it. Any way I am happy that I didn't masturbate. I should be careful here after. I should be able yo have fun while doing work.

 

I am so frustrated these days mostly because I am doing things that I don't like. Which some times gives an impulse to masturbate. I have to be careful. All the best to you all guys. Today I had an impulse to see some soft porn video from Youtube. Which is also not allowed for me I should also careful about that.

 

I am happy to hear about you drake487. For me past few days were not so good. I can not feel connected with what ever I am doing. There is no pleasure or satisfaction in books that I read , or films that I watch. Life is so tasteless these days. This happens to me after 2-3 weeks without masturbation. And It is happening again. I feel like I can have pleasure only from masturbating. This thought gives me impulses to do it. I am restricting myself. I need to find something else that will make me engaged and which can give me pleasure. Guys, Please give some suggestions to tackle this situation.

 

21 days, 3 weeks, never masturbated.... But I am so frustrated. I don't enjoy what ever I am doing. Everything is so tasteless. Please somebody help me how to overcome this.

 

One more day without masturbation. Still so restless. Nothing engages me. But I have hope. Soon all these memories of porn will fade away. And soon I will stop day dreaming. And I will find more intresting things in this world.

 

Successfully completed 30 days challenge.. Congrats to all others who completed this challenge. I also thank every one in this challenge who supported me.... thank you all....