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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Deleted Account, Jul 14, 2017.
Count me in brruuhhh!!!!
Today's been a challenge.
I was outside a restaurant with some friends and my crush walked past. I asked her out years ago (she rejected me in the sweetest way. I was very awkward asking her hahaha), I still have feelings I know she's just so nice.
She smiled and asked how I was. It means nothing, she was just being nice. But wow I feel so lonely, and she's so gorgeous. Maybe she lives nearby?
My balls are aching pretty badly, I just crave a woman's body.
Haven't broken my streak!!! Yay
Congrats for your 30 days man, I'm at 32 right now! Let's not quit and finish this strong!
I dunno man, I suggest to at least finish your streak and ask her out after! You'll be feeling way better and feel stronger after!
YES! I'm with you!
Didnt post ytd cos was busy but keeping it up! Being busy rly helps to keep ur mind off pmo
Update: 31 days. Been having pretty tough urges the last 2 days. Trying to get through it and also going to the emergency button every now and then just to get motivated and remember why I shouldn't relapse.
Day 33. I feel disappointed. I haven't relapsed but today I did edge a little. I didn't view any P but I was viewing subs from instagram. I won't count it as a full relapse (unless any of you believe that it was) since I didn't watch any actual porn and I didn't edge for long. I just want to write this so that I'm honest. I think being honest and open about the struggles will make everything easier and speed up my recovery. The last few days have definitely been a struggle, possibly the hardest so far. This might be because I've been feeling quite stressed lately and I haven't felt as motivated to improve my life quality. I'm hoping the motivation will return again soon.
I just started today too! Let's do this!
Day 36. I feel good today. I'm following all my new routines and I got some work done too. I'm now going to vacuum the house then cut the grass and later today I'll do 30 minutes of High Instensity Training. If I complete all of this today it will have been a great day.
I'm in as well, day 4 now, but I understand for this challenge it starts over, right?
In this case day 1 of 90 day challenge (day 4 in general)
I will join u..bcoz i relapsed today..shitty moment..
no you continue where you at, I started around day 5 as well!
I just reached 40 days guys! Really happy to get this far and do not plan on quitting, I'm more determined and more ready than ever to get through it! This week as been going pretty well except from Friday night until now! Friday evening I went to friend's house and did a bit of drinking! Normally I don't drink or take one glass and that's it, but my friend who hasnt' seen me in a long time did me like 3 rhum and cokes and they were strong! When I got to bed in the early morning I had problem to sleep and I got maybe 2 hours of sleep that night! All night I had temptations and urges that I had to fight, I think the alcohol weakens your strengh and you become not as strong to fight against what's happening to your body, plus I had a wet dream that night. Whatever I did fight all my battles that night, now I'm doing better but I'm always under some small urges ever since. Be careful on alcohol guys, it's gonna work against you with the PMO!
Sure, why not! I woke up covered in spooge about two days ago.
I'm joining today! Lets do this!
Great! Than day 5 is on!
I relapsed today and am with you also. Had been 2 weeks. I will be more involved in the forum this time.