Starting a 90 days challenge....anyone wanna join?

I flopped today
Back to day 0, after a great 8 day streak.
It stinks that i have been trying this the whole year and haven't even reached a month yet.

Anyway, it starts again, wish me luck

 

My mind keeps wandering to the last scene I watched before I deleted all my P. My mind has been doing that for the past week or so. I also now think about how great it would be to watch the scene and with PMO while high on grass. Then i think to the next time I'll have grass available to me which will be in December when I go visit a bunch of friends that smoke on occasion. I think I have to cancel my trip to see my friends. Any thoughts?

 

Day 9 done... Onto 10

 

I can't really say much about you. But given my lack of self control, I'd definitely back slide. Maybe changing your plans is a good idea.
All the best.

Also, I finished day 1

 

Day 2 done. Watched JL in the theatre today.
Going for the big 9 0
Hope everyone is well.
Grey

 

I'm starting week 9. By far the longest streak of my life. today at the gym I spied the hottest girl in the gym checking me out. It felt great. Now if only I had the nuts to go talk to her...

 

Done with day 3. Just hung out today, didn't do anything great.
On to the next day.
Hope everyone is good
Grey

 

Hello,
Another day down and on to the next.
Wasn't able to go jogging today unfortunately.
Hope everyone is well.
Keep in touch guys.
Grey

 

Another day without PMO. Feels good
Hope all are well.
Stay strong friends,
Grey

 

Where did everyone go?
Well, I managed another day
Today, I talked to a friend who was a girl. Basically I decided to be 'just' friends for now rather than pursue a relationship. Maybe the future will tell.
Have a great day,
Grey

 

Well done on five days without PMO. This is how it all began for me: 5 days to over 500; it all began with knowing it could be done - day-by-day. I still have my 'dot calendar' on my wall, and I keep wiping off the days as I g
o by!

 

Thank you for your encouraging words Misneach
I am so happy to be doing this journey, no PMO for me.
One day at a time , thats how I plan on defeating this addiction.
Grey

 

When the end of the day comes, regardless of whatever I have done and regardless if I consider it a good or a bad day, there is a great deal of satisfaction in wiping away another PMO-free day off the calendar. It basically makes every day a winner.

 

Okay - 2 weeks....
Yesterday I had porn on my mind as I have been listening to a podcast about the porn industry (I know) - but it discusses the effects of free internet porn on people. It's called the "The butterfly effect - by Jon Ronson". The first episode discusses how "porn hub" keyed in our browsing styles to make us more receptive to the content - SEO before SEO was being done... Makes you very aware that we were "programmed" to respond to the content. Made me a little pissed off that I am just like everyone else, and that I fall for their tricks. So, knowing that, I had porn on my mind - and I felt like getting even - I won't turn the sucker on. No more... I will not be a statistic anymore. Screw it.
So with that in mind, I went for a 3000m swim and felt great.
Onto day 15...

 

Was at home the whole of today. Kept myself busy with some painting and office work.
Didn't have any PMO thoughts as well.
1 weeks is about done now.
Hope everyone is well.
Grey

 

Joining...
Its my 9th day
81 more days
Come on
You will do it.

 

Evening friends,
Another day of hard work.
Been playing the guitar to pass time in the night.
Guess it helps divert my thoughts from PMO and keep me busy.
Have a great day,
Grey

 

Update
Almost end of 11th day
Happy

 

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