Starting again - new commitment

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Wanttosucceed, Jun 7, 2019.

  1. Wanttosucceed

    Wanttosucceed Fapstronaut

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    Hi all

    I have failed so many times recently and been looking at porn, especially on low days or feeling stressed/unhappy...but someone reminded me yesterday that women sense when you have been looking at porn and I really want a woman in my life so I'm making a new commitment....

    I commit to loving myself, working on myself and not looking at porn - day 1!
     
  2. Chaugiveupporn

    Chaugiveupporn Fapstronaut

    Hi fellow. You and me are in the same hole. I have failed more than 20 times :(:(:(. And i feel like it ruin my life. Nice to make friend with you:):).
     
  3. Wanttosucceed

    Wanttosucceed Fapstronaut

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    Hi there...yes nice to make friends with you too! It's ok to fail...it's easy to fail, so so easy....but we must continue to try and resist as porn is not helping us, only making life harder
     
  4. h_man

    h_man New Fapstronaut

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    Hello there
    I really would like a freind too
    So we can support each other
    And protect each other when we are at our weakest
     
  5. 60sOrBust

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    I would like to join this group if you're all serious. I need to reroute completely. Please keep updating each other. Make sure this page automatically opens when opening your browser. I have almost completely desensitized myself. I am only speaking for myself here. As a so-called Christian, I feel that I have been cursed a few generations down. My great grandfather was a 33rd degree freemason. I want desperately to break this curse and open up Jesus in my life. I want to keep each other accountable. God Bles
     
  6. Chaugiveupporn

    Chaugiveupporn Fapstronaut

    Surely, I am really serious. I want to fight against porn addiction till the end. Don't hesitate to contact me whenever you need. Love yourself.
     
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  7. I failed recently again on Day 41. And I also had the feeling that I destroyed my life completely. Today (Day 4) I feel a bit better, but I still can‘t believe what I have done to me..
     
  8. Wanttosucceed

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    Hey everyone...ok this is a good little group and we can keep posting on here and supporting each other!

    I have now been almost 3 days with no porn which sounds like nothing but my recent browsing history has been every day although not necessarily for long but compulsive porn viewing none the less and always when feeling overwhelmed by life and stressed. I have now got blockers on my iphone and ipad which means I cannot look when in my bedroom which helps with urges, and I am feeling stronger to know I have friends here and we can keep checking in and supporting each other.

    Much love to you all
     
  9. 60sOrBust

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    I have CovenantEyes on my iPhone and PC laptop. It can even detect potentially bad images and include it with the report to my accountability partner! It's 18CAD/month, but totally worth it. I was even given a complimentary month just for asking. However, my roommate bought an internet TV for our place recently, and I have been substituting with that. I plan to share my problem with the roommate very soon so that person can keep me accountable too.

    A group from TeenChallenge came to the Church building that I attend today. I was very inspired to hear their stories of addiction and how, with the Lord's help in Jesus' name, they are recovering and helping each other.

    Anime, get back up and press on.

    -God Bless
     
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  10. Wanttosucceed

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    Another day without looking at porn!
     
  11. Today, I woke up and felt pretty positive. I think I start to accept that the last relapse happened.
     
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  12. Chaugiveupporn

    Chaugiveupporn Fapstronaut

    I guess that many of them have problem with porn addiction and need help. Because nowadays, teens usually search for porn in the age of 14 or younger.
     
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  13. Chaugiveupporn

    Chaugiveupporn Fapstronaut

    It 's great that you feel positive today.
     
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  14. Chaugiveupporn

    Chaugiveupporn Fapstronaut

    Now i am experiencing a hard period - 4th day NoFap. I am tempted terribly. I went to street and saw some hot figures. When I had a slumber, many sexual images floated in my mind. One part of me tried to speak: " I have to PMO again, it 's very pleasure, fun. If I dont, I 'll miss some thing significant". The other part reminded me weakly: " Please keep yourself accountable, see what porn have done to you. The temporary pleasure is not worth it." But fortunately I am feeling calmer when I write this thread. Hope that I 'll stay clean this day.
     
  15. Wanttosucceed

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    Feeling a bit stressed now and have felt like I wanted to look at porn but instead I am on here writing this thread because I don't want to look a porn and I can stop this. This is helping me to break the habit.
     
  16. Greenegiant

    Greenegiant New Fapstronaut

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    Good morning fellas. I have been struggling with porn/masturbation addiction for as long as I can remember. Early life sexual experiences, I think, triggered an overactive sex drive as I developed into a teenager. And as soon as I realized how easily I could access pornography, I was hooked. Pornography has resulted in unrealistic expectations of my sexual partners, causing harm to both myself and said partners time and time again. The definition of insanity is repeating the same thing over and over again and expecting different results, well that seems to also define my sex life as well. I’ve gone as far as to replace my gorgeously attractive and willing sexual partners with pornography and masturbation, all but destroying relationship after relationship. Well I am sick of it. I’m sick of how it makes me feel. I’m sick of never being satisfied with myself or my partners. I’m sick of the lying that comes with masturbating instead of having sex. I am currently heading home for two days after being at sea for a month, and my girlfriend is probably expecting some great sex! Now I have to somehow summon up the sex drive of a Greek god to compensate for the fact that I have masturbated almost every night since I first left port. As frustrated as I am with myself, I understand that acceptance is the key. I am going to just have to make a commitment to myself once again and start the journey of abstinence from porn and masturbation. Today will be day one. I’ve deleted all of the porn off of my phone, and am looking for any other suggestions on how to move forward in my recovery.
     
  17. Chaugiveupporn

    Chaugiveupporn Fapstronaut

    I hope that you can keep your commitment today. Remember that PMO just bring a temporary, little pleasure. But consequently, it ruins our enthusiasm and our will power that leads to hopelessness.
    Stay clean, we believe in you!!!!:cool:
     
  18. Walter White SR

    Walter White SR Fapstronaut

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    same here startin again now. good luck.
     
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  19. Chaugiveupporn

    Chaugiveupporn Fapstronaut

    Welcome!!! I basically understand your situation. And I believe you 've made a right decision joining this group. Support others and receive help, you 'll improve much.
     
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  20. yerrrrrrrtssssssss

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    Just keep on going until you beat this terrible addiction. It does not matter if you fail over and over again, failure will help you to beat the addiction so don't be sad about ending your streak and failing. I also failed yesterday after my 25 day streak but I will never give up until I succeed, even if it takes me 5 years.
     

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