I've not been in a good place for a couple of weeks, I'm newly single after a 6 month struggle rebooting with an SO and she finally left although not out of my house yet, by the end of August I'll be on my own. I've taken it badly and fap'd more than I would like to admit. I'm ready to reboot again as a single person and am starting a new chapter of healthy living. The last 2 or so weeks I devolved into my old self and am feeling really low about my behaviour. Rebooting is my only real option. Going on holiday end of Sept on my own and hoping to get perspective away from the normal scenery and distractions. I will update my journal and this log every day or so and hope to get back to a good place.