Hi my fellow fapstronauts,
Today i am starting my nofap adventure because i'm starting to realize how my addiction to femdom is starting to reach a more extreme side and it has a negative influence on my self esteem.
Since i started watching porn which was about 9 years ago i have always been into femdom and it has negatively impacted my self esteem probably ever since. I wouldn't say femdom is a "root-cause" towards my low self esteem but it deffinitly affirms it.
I have been in therapy for my low self esteem to counter the real "root-causes" since last november and it is going better ever since. I haven't discussed my issues with femdom with my therapist because i just feel ashamed of them.
Currently i'm in social anxiety group therapy to deal with my social anxiety and i'm making progress in that aswell. I also started hitting the gym about a year ago and i'm in a much better shape than i was.
I feel like quitting femdom and mastrubation is the last step i need to take to get control over my self esteem. I would say i never started dating because of my low self esteem and just not feeling "worthy", but since i have been taking steps in countering this believe and trying to overcome my social anxiety I would say the future looks bright for me and quitting femdom and masturbation will definitly help me even more.
I hope i get to share succes stories with you guys very soon. If you have any tips for me or have some stories which can help me in anyway please feel free to share them.
This is also the first time I talked about this so if you have any questions for me aswell feel free to ask them.
Today i am starting my nofap adventure because i'm starting to realize how my addiction to femdom is starting to reach a more extreme side and it has a negative influence on my self esteem.
Since i started watching porn which was about 9 years ago i have always been into femdom and it has negatively impacted my self esteem probably ever since. I wouldn't say femdom is a "root-cause" towards my low self esteem but it deffinitly affirms it.
I have been in therapy for my low self esteem to counter the real "root-causes" since last november and it is going better ever since. I haven't discussed my issues with femdom with my therapist because i just feel ashamed of them.
Currently i'm in social anxiety group therapy to deal with my social anxiety and i'm making progress in that aswell. I also started hitting the gym about a year ago and i'm in a much better shape than i was.
I feel like quitting femdom and mastrubation is the last step i need to take to get control over my self esteem. I would say i never started dating because of my low self esteem and just not feeling "worthy", but since i have been taking steps in countering this believe and trying to overcome my social anxiety I would say the future looks bright for me and quitting femdom and masturbation will definitly help me even more.
I hope i get to share succes stories with you guys very soon. If you have any tips for me or have some stories which can help me in anyway please feel free to share them.
This is also the first time I talked about this so if you have any questions for me aswell feel free to ask them.