Starting Fresh

I'm going to start this troublesome journey without warning. I've been pretty much addicted to PMO ever since I started high school (12) and it's now one of my biggest goals to completely stop PMO or rarely ever fail. This is going to be a hell of a ride. I need all the support I can get. Good Luck to all!

 

I guess my streak starts here. It's Day 0 for me right now. I had already did PMO today and now it's time to turn that habit around.

 

Cheers, I will need all the luck I can get.

 

These urges are what caused me to degrade at school and recreation. Before I started this account, I did PMO/Hentai every day. That has to stop because it ain't healthy. I spend way too much time in the restroom (30 min - 1 hour) and act like a hypocrite. I blame PMO for my health, my height (165 cm), my weight (52 kg), my anger issues, family problems, church, faith, everything. This is why I need all the help I can get, because I tried doing a streak before and it didn't even last 2 days. Also it's No Nut November the month of most abstinence. I say I didn't fail to my friends and peers when in reality It's been the month I've busted the most (17-22). For now i'm taking small steps to slowly forget about hormones. One of my small goals for now, is to spend less time in the restroom (under 5 min).

 

Day 1 is done. It was difficult. Wish me luck.

 

I won't give up.

I was a bit low last night after a relapse but even if sometimes i really want to give up, i just can't do it. i don't even enjoy porn anymore, i know i just watch it for the dopamine release. I'll keep trying everything i can to stay away from it and finally beat this addiction. Day 2 was almost completed.