Starting from today I will take my porn addiction seriously

I have been inactive for a very long period of time on NoFap , Never took my porn addiction seriously and want to quit porn with small, baby steps in order to finally reach a better outcome for me and . As of recently this month has been a crappy month for me because i have been through illness which disrupted my daily routine of trying to keep eating healthy and it just made me feel a bit depressed after i have been on a junk food streak last week and this week because my illness was preventing me to eat healthy and as soon as i have gotten better, but the problem was i was never happier with my self, Trying to be happy still wasn't working out but, I know for a fact that i'm still very optimistic about how i can still overcome my own thoughts , feelings, personal struggles and obstacles that i have to climb. It is impossible to stay clean without this platform and i need to take it seriously and keep going even if i relapse here and there. I'm here because i haven't been true to my self on what i want to accomplish in my life and I glad to be making this post because i can take the first step in taking full charge of how i want to live my life without any negatives that will bring me down.