I do not speak English, so I will use a translator to be able to communicate with the brothers in this group. I am 24 years old and I am a Catholic. For 4 years my faith has been weakened, many doubts entered me, I wanted to stop being a Catholic and not believe in anything else and I fell into the trap of believing only in myself. This led me to relapse into PMO over and over again, as I have had this addiction from a very young age. Thanks to the publications in this forum, I confirmed my Catholic faith and I want to leave the PMO accompanied by Jesus Christ. I need to heal myself. I am currently experiencing some difficult situations. My parents are going to separate, I am in the middle and have a bad relationship with them. My sisters left home and I just stayed with them with this whole situation. This has led me to slip and PMO. I want to become independent, be in another environment, feel better and more in control. I experience many negative emotions in my home. I am thinking of going to live alone, I know that this makes PMO addiction more difficult, but I know that with the strength of God I will be able to resist the temptation. I HAVE BEEN PMOing in the same place for the last 4 or 5 years. It is possible that a change of environment will help me to overcome this addiction. I don't want to keep feeling bad, I want to get out of my comfort zone and see what I'm made of. I am afraid to make these decisions, but I cannot take any longer being in this place. I need to get out of my comfort zone and take action. A part of me tells me that living alone will help me to know myself more and improve in many things, but another part of me is afraid of my own impulses and is afraid that this addiction will deepen. But I am with Cristo Rey de Reyes, I am with my general in command, I cannot be afraid. I want to hear the opinion of people with more experience than me, I will be happy to read.