I have been trying to quit porn for some years now. I am 20 and started fapping when I was 11. I still can remember the first time I saw porn. It was in a second hand cellphone my father gave me. I was 15 I think, and I consider myself an addicted since then. I joined nofap 6 months ago, I have been trying a lot of things to get rid of this plague in my life, but no success. In the past few months, I think the longest streak i had without porn was 10 days. I feel miserable because I know that PM is destroying me. I am a religious guy, so I was supposed to hate it, I do hate, but I cant quit, and this is killing me. I set some goals for 2015, I reckon is hard to stick to them, but I'm still struggling. But the main goal for my year is QUIT PMO. I set that my life should spin around it, because I see that porn and masturbation is the main reason for my depressive and miserable life. As I say in the title I am starting over again for the 1000th time. I feel very frustrated because I do know that my life will be way better if I quit porn, but I turn into someone else when the urges come. I procrastinate a lot, i dont have a girlfriend, and I have a very very poor selfesteem. Sorry for my vague writing, I'm too mentally overwhelmed to think in a second language.