starting over again

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by nitrosonic, Apr 11, 2024.

  1. nitrosonic

    nitrosonic Fapstronaut

    I have gone cold turkey again on stuff again, but god damn my brain is struggling so hard, i have put on covanent eyes again but there always seems to be some bloody loop hole to slip back in and get my dopamine receptors highjacked again. The temptation of just allowing myself back on is disturbing me, I don't know i anyone is here to speak to, i'm not sure if i want an AP because last time they was viewing illegal shit and was coming on my covanent eyes but any support or anything I'd appreciate. Because i'm pretty close to relapse again and I dont like it.