Starting to feel alive again (maybe trigger)

Currently at a 19 day noPMO streak, and im 20 yrs old.

Last week i was at a party and i meet this beautiful girl, we ended up having all types of sex except penetration since we were in a room with others in.

My point is that ive gone to alot of parties and not in a long have i got it down with the ladies, even though im an attractive guy with alot going for me in life.

This time was diffrent though, i effortlessly struck conversations and actually genuinly enjoyed the company of other women, we laughed, we talked, we looked eachother in the eyes and i felt alive for the first time in a long time.

I feel strong attraction towards real women now which i havent felt before and i actually want to be around them just to feel their feminine energy (no simping)

I still have crappy withrawals of low energy, irritability and the other common symptoms of dopamine rewiring.

But when i think about this occasion when i was with this girl i get a surge of motivation and energy and just feel like i want to go and conqour something and explode with some type of hopeful energy, my eyes are wide open and im really feeling glimpses of how it feels to be a REAL MAN who doesent sit and fap all day to fucking pixels. Now i can actually project postitive and inspiring energy to my surrounding.

Ive struggled with social anxiety and stress for some time now but it is slowly starting to go away and i feel like the real me is starting to show, the real man that ive surpressed for years through my bad habit, im awakening the inner child i once had. Ive relapsed maybe for 2 years straight but this streak is diffrent, i know who i am and what i want and i will not relapse again, lets fucking go boys!!!