Starting today! After 8 years of habit

I'm starting nofap from today onwards. Been in this habit for 8 years I'm 20 now
Used to fap daily maximum gap was 4 days! Need some good willpower and support into this change. Also I've never been sexually engaged with anyone. Recently there's a girl and were attracted towards each other I don't think we'll have sex any soon but making out is good thing in this journey right?

 

I don't know how things will go as I've had made out in the past and had o right over there so didn't felt the need for pmo again that day
I'm not addicted to watching porn but to Instagram images of my ex the current girl and etc that became a habit for me! I deleted Instagram and will not install it at all for a month untill I feel that habit is broken. I'll try making out 2 times. If it makes me relapse I'll honestly tell her the problem and won't get intimate.
My habit for mo went too serious as I always did it jst before I sleep! It is working like a sleep drug! It's hard sleeping last two days I didn't feel the urge to mo but couldn't get to sleep untill 3 late night! Hope this thing changes soon as I've a month of exams going on

 

Thanx for the link. Good content working on it!

 

So yesterday me and the girl I was seeing got intimate kissing and cuddling but the major issue is I didn't feel anything! Like absolutely nothing! The same thing happened with my ex! I'm too worried what's exactly wrong and what will fix this thing. I literally opened my eyes while we were kissing and while she was totally engaged in the activity I was there thinking wtf why I'm not getting even a slightest spark! Not even a boner! I'm tensed now as I don't wish to screw up things with this girl

 

Today I had a talk with her and she said the same thing about she didn't feel anything too and I told her about all this. She said she don't know whether PM has any connection with this and maybe there's no spark between us. And I kinda got friendzoned :/ that hurt man! Okay np with that I'll first improve my physical and mental health with this reboot. I relapsed yesterday night and starting it again from now. But I'm feeling way too emotional and agressive today maybe because of the talk we had. These mood swings are bad!