STAY STRONG EVEN IN CRISIS *TRIGGER WARNING*

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  1. Futurebillionaire88

    Futurebillionaire88 Fapstronaut

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    Today marks about day 60 of my reboot on hard mode and I just wanted to share hopefully to encourage people that it’s possible to refrain even when the pressure is on.
    It seems life has been trying break me and my sobriety lately

    I’ve been kicked out of my home my job my friends have abandoned me and my family is full of functioning narcissistic psychopaths

    I’ve had the worst dreams during this reboot all either about me relapsing or acting out my fetishes, all, usually ending in nocturnal emission AND STILL I HAVE OBSTAINED.
    But after moving to a shack I’d never thought I’d see myself in I’ve faced my biggest test and I’m sure others will know what I speak of.
    It is the funnel or tunnel/ “slippery slope” that leads to relapse.

    I’ve had to use my Instagram to check replies about potential living arrangements and this is when the funnel started
    First the ig page of my favorite trans porn star was still in my searches
    *click*
    Then a couple other pages in their who to follow
    *click*
    Then I see the pornstar that has a twitter link that I USUALLY click to end my streak
    BUT I ABSTAIN
    Then I sift around a bit more. The whole process didn’t last more than 5 minutes
    Until I found my favor Twitter P page had an insta too with a link to the to their page right in the bio
    I could feel my heart start to thump knowing I was one step away from what would be the only pleasure I’ve had in months
    I clicked on it knowing twitter has an adult advisory button before you can see the page
    So now I’m only one click from relapse and flushing 60 hard earned days down the drain
    AND WHAT DO I DO?!
    CLOSE THAT SHIT!!

    I took a deep breath and said to myself “this is exactly what everyone wants you to do! to give up on yourself the way they’ve given up on you. You must rise above” I also went and deleted the cache on the app so the temptation could not happen again

    After doing this I feel much more strong about my situation. Not exactly happy cus this shit still sucks ass but strong. I see the light at the end of the tunnel and I can’t wait to get to my 100 day mark which ironically will be on my birthday

    STAY STRONG FELLOW FAPSTRAUNATS! ABSTAIN FROM THE FILTH
     
  2. I’m proud of you, man!! Stay strong. It should get only easier and easier from here. Maybe some low points but you’ll remember this and stay strong.
     
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  3. Futurebillionaire88

    Futurebillionaire88 Fapstronaut

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    Thanks bro this means a lot!
     
  4. D. Jigen

    D. Jigen Fapstronaut

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    I'm currently in a very anxiety provoking period of my life and i know i shouldn't let this overcome my determination to stop PMO. Thanks for the inspiration and stay strong brother.
     
  5. thisisharry

    thisisharry Fapstronaut

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    Yeah, never give up on you. You're gonna get through this one way or another but you will :)
     
  6. Ra1

    Ra1 Fapstronaut

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    I am in day 25. My mind tricked me to open Instagram today. Trust me brother you saved me
     
    !!!10years!!!?! and anthese like this.
  7. SheldonCooper0101

    SheldonCooper0101 Fapstronaut

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    This is so inspirational dude. You really have a very great level of willpower.
     
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    HelpingAddict New Fapstronaut

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  9. Ozzy1

    Ozzy1 Fapstronaut

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    Thanks for the inspiration and reminder to clean out my cached searches!!

    I'm cleaning house now!
     
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    selfimprovement8008 Fapstronaut

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  11. Awesome post,thanks for sharing.
     
  12. !!!10years!!!?!

    !!!10years!!!?! Fapstronaut

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    close that shit! yeah!
    I were in suspense while reading your post, when you were about to click I was saying no!, no! no! and when you close that shit, yessss! you lift me up man, thank you!
     
  13. Very proud of you. Continue your streak
     

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