I was about to write a big essay about this but I don't think that's worth my time. I'm 21, and although people consider me a fairly attractive guy, I'm a virgin who's always been single and hasn't touched a girl in anything more than a friendly way. I didn't get a girlfriend when I wanted to, and by the time I moved to Canada, I'd decided not to have a relationship because it wouldn't work and I'd just get hurt. Being off of PMO could make that story different, but not by much. Any relationships I'd get into would end up in a mess with a 100% certainty. The main reason behind the failure was my anomalous personality. I've searched far and wide IRL and on the internet but haven't found anyone else with that seed in the mind that makes me who I am. I'm not going into detail about what the differentiating factor is. All I can say is that I've never found someone even sufficiently compatible with me. Not just girls, but everyone. All relationships in life went dysfunctional to me, even with family. I have no one I love, and I'm absolutely okay with it. I've never found that person who has that fundamental personality difference from all people like I do. I know it just sounds like I think I'm more unique than I am, but know that I wanna find someone like me. I've been looking but I haven't found them. I know that when I do find them, I'll know shortly after speaking to them that they're the one. I don't want a full array of people who are like me. I just want one girl. One who has that seed, one who's attractive to me and I'm attractive to. I'm abstaining from PMO, dating and any encounter with a woman that I'd wanna have with my dream girl, until I find her. The Law of Attraction makes more sense to be true than the universe does to be random. I will manifest her. It's my day 34 off of PMO and I've gained absolute control over it. I'll be back in this thread when I find her. Update: A lot has changed in the last 10 months. Read here.