Still struggling

This is my 4th attempt at a reboot. I originally started the program because of issues with my relationship. My porn addiction ended up escalating and I was in chat rooms I should not have been in. Now I have pending charges based upon what was sent in that group and what I had at home. I lost my job. My wife left with my daughter. We are now in the middle of a divorce. All around me I see everything that I lost. And porn is there to help me feel better. It never lasts long so you go back. I’m hoping this is my final attempt to get my life normalized. With everything up in the air going forward, I need some positivity. Even if it’s just day-to-day.