Stop the WW Loop: Insanity: Rants to help Recover

Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. - Albert Einstein -

I thought Id post a thread to let us express positive rants on why its so Woerthless to watch porn and masterbate. To ramble and express how foolish we were and to motivate us to stop our addiction.

I feel like I'm in a West World loop, lol! I'm getting off this masterbating train. Who jumping with me! New Land new possibilities! Let start living life again with love for self. To care and live with awareness and discipline, for the better of our experience in the long term.

For not taking this present moment for granted. on some BS, smut, prerecorded insanity or human behaviors. To have our own sexual experiences that are pure, and not corrupted by porn, desperate, imagery, actions of selfish greed and animal lust.

I'm tired of thinking it's no big deal, is disgusting and careless and dangerous, and a waist of time. That's not love, that's not what the human experience should be. We need to respect ourselves and cherish our sexuality. its also the process to create the gift of Life. to create a family. not just some passing pleasure of abundance. Why should we be desensitized to what it really is. that is is a sacred experience. Sex is a gift of pleasure but to share with who you love. to reach our higher self, to connect with the spirit. not just a stimulation that we can juice, and pump out like burning money or wasting time, its like polluting the planet in selfish indulgence. We are polluting our souls. Im done with taking my gift of Life for granted. Im ish to be grateful and aware of this sacred spirit, this mind and body. this power to create life. its not just another nut, it's Nutts!

 

Well I'm on day 13 of NoFap. Above I was ranting a bit, sort angrily and still ampped on the "fight" against Porn (P) or my regret. Today I feel more calm, no so regretful and farther away from P. So maybe that's why I'm not pissed off. It's doesn't have much power. I hope I keep this stronge moving forward. I believe this is a better life style, clean and no shame. I feel good.

 

Yes! All hands on deck, (No hands on d!ck) lol! Keep strong to live long!